Thursday, November 16, 2006 at 18:32
when the world seems so dark
tonite had lots of tots come to my mind while in sch..
sometimes i get so tired of evryting n i really juz wana shut myself away from the world.. so tired of all tat i see, all tat i live thru.. yet i noe i will not do tat, becoz of the tings tat i hav to do juz to get my life back on track when i've decided to open up again.. there's juz too many tings to do to get back my life.. bud i really tink it would be very nice if i could do just tat..
anway its really sad tat evry sch day i get reminded of the fact tat the days where the ten of us would occupy 2 rows of tables in class during lessons, stand arnd trying to decide which foodcourt to go for meals, going out after classes or ponning them altgt to go to west coast crc to play pool, booking the court n playing badminton, spending a flag day's morning at pearly's hse watching scary movie3/slping on the sofa.. u noe i really miss those days, when evryting was so nice.. now?? all i hav r lessons seated by myself paying full attention becoz i got nth else to do, walk out of class immediately after lessons n head straight for any foodcourt tat i feel lyk gg for lunch, having it within 15mins b4 leaving the foodcourt, walking arnd sch to either t11a 3rd floor toilet or the lib while waiting for the nxt lesson, go home straight after sch or go to the lab n do my fyp, spending my time on the train listening to my hp n basically waiting for my diploma to roll to my hse.. tats all i hav now.. how i miss year 1... hai....
maybe it is true? let it rest.
