Monday, November 20, 2006 at 01:28
lots of silence
its not looking good.. the dream last nite didnt help it at all.. hai.. seriously my brain n my heart (or wherever its coming from) is telling me different tings.. i look at my life n all i c is lots of evryday ting. its boring.. n the worst ting is i dun mind it!!! omg.. yea yea, i noe i'm a boring person.. ppl play soccer i play soccer.. play finished ppl go drink i go home.. y?? not coz i dun drink, i juz c no point gg to a place sitting down to drink alcohol.. ppl go club i go where? of coz at home.. pay so much to go in n jump arnd? nah not me.. ppl go ADD i go where?? of coz stay home.. y? coz i dun wish to put myself in a situation where i really wish i was sumwhere else coz i cant stand the amount of socialising i hav to do.. oh yea i do consider even being wif frens socialising.. coz it requires effort to prevent me frm offending others.. it takes energy.. i dun hav much of tat nowadys.. heh.. i dunoe. today is the end of wk8 of sch. there's 9 more wks to go?? i dunoe.. no longer interested in keeping count.. sch doesnt really pose much of a headache for me anymore, i dun really giv a damn anymore.. its jus the fyp tat sucks.. still hav to do the report.. wondering if i fck care the report cla will kp to woo anot.. i tink she will la.. hahaha.. fck sia.. if only she wont.. zzzzz... fcked up.. one fyp make me scold 3 fck.. really got problem alr.. hai... on a brighter note, its ending soon... 6 days more to be exact.. couldnt find wad i wan today.. hope can find by midwk if not i tink i will heck care alr.. hahhaa..
toking abt today, noon went vivo wif papa n meimei.. on train saw reagan.. he's fatter now.. other den tat tink he probably looks less chiongster alr.. hahhaa.. found out tat derren in army alr.. omg.. so fast.. den went vivo walk den went the boat tat is docked there for a book sale.. walk one rnd the ship come down alr.. den at vivo we only entered like 2 shops, addidas n nike.. hahhaa.. den after tat came home tat time go srgn cut hair.. no more hair again.. well, for those who tot i was keeping my hair long, i wasnt.. juz dint bothered to go cut it.. i guess red cross is the ting tat keeps me keep my life in place.. cutting of fingernails, hair etc.. if not for red cross, i'll probably look more like a barbarian den anyting else.. hahaha.. so cut hair finished went find my meimei the sunblock lotion.. den looked for my stones.. bud couldnt find.. den came home n rotted liao.. tml go sch for rubbish lessons den tue morning go do fyp (last rnd i tink) den lessons den home.. wed lessons in morning den afternn tink come home get ready for camp alr ba.. den must plan properly coz thur nite at yc hse fri go camp straight.. so only bringing very little tings for camp i hope.. hahaha. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... blah blah blah....
