Thursday, October 12, 2006 at 23:35
tired. or rather, worn out.
first ting.. ppl, after u click my hamtaro pic u will c a blue colour rectangular poll.. plus go ahead n poll it even if u dunoe who is qw.. juz choose either the first or second option will do.. hahaha.. now only got 5, i really sian diao.. hahaha.. most prob nxt time will change other poll qns.. bud let tis one reach 30 first la.. anw i alr came up wif the plan if majority chooses yes, so juz faster hit 30 n i'll inform him.. hahaha..
okie.. sch today was juz a repeat of 15mths ago.. nth much to say abt it.. it was juz anger, hot, hot, anger, anger, hot, hot, anger n .... so yea, sumhow i din blew up. bud i tink the message was pretty clear for all to read alr.. so yea.. fck it.. i'm sick n tired n worn out wif tis ting.. n guess wad? week 3 is juz about to end.. ~heh~
after sch did fyp ALONE.. oh well, i mean wad else were u all expecting?? sum ppl tinks its more impt learning how to write one's resume den wadeva she's gona hav on her transcript.. tml whole day no lessons best time for her to catch up n complete wadeva pcr tat i've done n she's not ran, guess wad?? she tinks its tiring to go to sch.. oh fck it u noe.. last time holz kip no results u demoralised sian dun wan go i nvm.. now leh?? kns.. dun blame me when evryting is not done on time.. i'm pretty much 35% off fyp alr..
so did fyp till 5 plus den went fc4 eat.. tat fcking china man, giv so little.. mite as well dun eat sia.. waste my money.. den took train dunoe where to go.. wanted to go ecp.. bud ala, so far away frm my hse den go home very mafan.. so end up choose between srgn n sengkang.. sengkang is really nth to walk one so went srgn.. reached srgn den found out srgn got no where to relax one.. so walk to st gabs.. walked one rnd arnd the sch, looking at the current structure of the buidlings.. trying to recall wadeva i could of wad it used to be, n oso tink of wadeva little memories i hav of the new surroundings.. walk finish nowhere to go so juz started to walk home.. den reach stadium there saw got floodlights on.. there was a soccer match so i went watch frm the carpark tat side first.. watched till half time i walked over to enter the stadium to sit down n watch.. anyway, it was not even a S league match.. probably juz a frenly between two groups of ppl who dun even noe each other.. hahaha.. bud well, had nth to do so watch lor.. afterall today's outing was canceled coz nas not free den carol's dad in hosp.. end up left we 3.. so change to other days.. apparently i'm supposed to wish carol's dad a speedy recovery at tis point coz tis is wad i've learnt frm observing wad ppl does at all kinds of situations.. bud deep down, yea, i do wish him all the best yea.. i 630 like tat walk st gabs.. den at stadium frm 7 sumting 8 like tat watched till 910 den leave.. hahaha.. took bus home coz rather late n tired liao.. den now hav to do the fcking fyp report so tat i can send to sum ass n she can edit n send it to woo.. seriously i believe its more of me editing her work den she editing mine.. sorry if i'm arrogant bud since sec1, i've been labeled as a proud person.. i noe myself, i cant n i wont accept critisms of me or my works unless its frm sumone i truthfully respect n recognise as sumone beta den me.. so yea, she's not even worth my respect so as to speak..
its no fun keeping all tis to myself.. how i wished i could let the whole class noe wad is happening n wad i noe n wad i feel.. bud i'm not becoz i'm simply not interested at all in having a war wif tat 2 pieces of shit publicly.. wad more involve the class n make them take sides, or maybe becoz i noe when they hav to take side, i'll probably hav no more den like 2 or 3 souls over wif me eh.. HAHA. tats for myself, jus laughing at myself becoz i noe i deserve it for being wad i m..
no more energy to go on, gotta go do tat fcking report as well.. still hav to slp n wake up early tml to play bball.. seriously i tink its gona b koked-up again.. oh well... gotta go, gotta keep walking, - Jonnie Walker.
