Wednesday, October 11, 2006 at 23:50
somehow i'm back
okie.. took tis frm yuching's blog..
Nothing will last forever, whereby No one is indispensable.
first point agreed. second point yet to understand. hahaha..
oh well, maybe its indeed time u start treasuring money u noe? eva since i've known u, i've very seldom c money being kept in the wallet rather den out of the wallet.. of coz i noe i contributed to alot of those gg out towards mr mcdonalds n his associates.. for tat i apologise.. u noe sumtimes i tink back to a particular nite at chuan park.. the nite tat i doubt u even knew tat it happened. i guess u snapped. u, well, went crazy.. it was probably when u were still in sec3, i've forgotten.. hai, i noe i've nv mentioned it to u b4.. coz i guess u probably didnt even knew u snapped.. i guess there comes a point where no matter how strong a person is to others, they cant take it anymore.. u r as human as anyone else on tis world.. u hav to learn to let it go u noe.. do wadeva u can still do b4 its too late.. u'r only 21, u hav many yrs more to go u noe.. if u cant find anyone who wans to listen to u grumble, tok to tat horse tat u bought frm ikea.. okie, not a very good idea.. bud u can always find anyone u feel comfortable toking to wif.. i believe u've had many more frens den i've had.. surely there's a handful tat u will be able to be at ease wif.. u noe tat if u'r eva feeling lonely n hav nth to do, u juz hav to call/sms me to fix a date n time n we can play winning eleven... if u wan to go sumwhere n hav noone to go wif, u can always ask me.. i'm much lonelier den u r u noe.. as much as ur dad was ur source of inspiration, u had been n will always be my source of motivation.. where's the yuching tat i knew of who would damn fcking care all about his appearance?? its time to find back wads been gone frm ur life. if its not now, when else will it be? take a break.. go off to some beach (i'll suggest ECP on a wkday) alone. look at the sea n tink back frm the day ur life broke apart, rite up till now. do wad u hav to do to get it back on track. if there's anybody in tis world tat can do it, it'll got to be u. for u r probably the most determined person i've eva come across in my life. do it for ur dad, ur mum, ur sis, urself, ur frens, ur many many juniors n cadets who looks up to u as thou u'r the god.. n rmb wad u've always taught me, "u wan to do it, u do it till the very best." u can! as long as u tink u can. therefore i here would like to wish u all the best in finding back wadeva u've lost. jiayou.
