Saturday, October 21, 2006 at 09:23
it all went wrong.
when the moment u step into tat place, all u feel is sian-ness n redundant-ness, u juz noe its time to let go. no longer a sir, no longer part of it, gotta stop going. frm the moment i stepped in till i went home, seriously the mood disappeared. on a brighter note, FM06/07 is out!! seems really interesting.. hai.. 59.90.. gg to add tat to my wishlist.. hahaha.. its juz a wish, which like a dream, nv comes true.. hahaha.. so much for brighter note..
so i changed my skin.. actually wanted use same one as my meimei one.. bud saw tis n tot rather cute so used it.. hahaha.. its blue!! yellow was my fav colour in pri sch.. blue n orange were nxt in sec sch.. now? i hav no colour preference.. thou my msn font is pink.. hahaha..
had my blood drawn 3 times ytd.. our grp all kok.. total draw 5 or 6 times all no blood.. den woo take mine.. frm the inside vein! wah pain! blah.. sch sux..
today alot of paragraphings.. juz feel like being orderly n separate different tings.. ala.. sian.. lata dunoe gg cp find them not.. they gg celebrate peiyi bday.. it was supposed to be ytd.. tats y i went down.. end up changed to today.. wth.. c how la.. very sian alr..
thur, got to find out tat maybe i assumed wrongly.. bud wad can i do when all i hav is ur msn contact n ur frenster?? i do not hav ur blog.. i do not noe wad u tinking.. nvm.. maybe its too late now, no matter how we try we'll nv get back to be as close as b4.. u can still look for me if u nid help.. i wont turn u down.. not b4, not now, not in the future.. i guess tats all..
last but not least, there's a wall.. fine, i built it there.. hahaa.. bud i guess only u can break the wall.. n all i can do is stand at the other end of the wall n wait.. coz i will not do to others wad i dun wan others to do to me.. n so i shall make no move, say nth to u, n remain indifferent.. i hope u dun noe tat tis is for u, bud if u do, i hope u understand, i hav my reasons..
