Thursday, October 05, 2006 at 17:52
an accident waiting to happen
hot ah hot.. fcking shit.. now is juz day 9 of tis fcked up sem.. how to last till exams?? seriouslly lacking in motivation to complete my diploma rite now.. getting worse..
almost lost it serveral times today.. its only a matter of time b4 i start shouting/whacking tat gay in class.. he beta learn how to shut his fcking mouth.. almost forget.. to evryone who noes whoeva i'm referring to when i use the terms "gay" n "slut", pls do note tat tis is my personal opionion thru tings tat i noe of n i feel of n oso its very the tainted.. so pls do not take every comment tat i make n tink its entirely the truth. of coz if u personally tink they oso deserve the term den good for evryone la.. bud if u dun there's no nid to tink of them as tat juz becoz of wad i say..
okie so lets continue.. toking abt his mouth juz now.. anyway i'm a person who really enjoys silence or peace.. bud tat doesnt mean i'm anti-NOISY PPL.. coz i'm perfectly fine wif wx even thou she's the noisiest in class.. bud sumhow last yr was HER, den now is SHIM (coz he's a gay), both happens to make really irritating/uncalled for/redundent noises at the most inappropriate times.. so yea.. bud the HER now alr okie la.. she dun come disturb me i wont care abt her.. the SHIM leh, nowadays like to gossip alot in class, on train, basically evrywhere.. continue gossip n whisper in class.. go on, when i shout at u to shut up u beta dun be too surprised.. like my title for tis post, its an accident waiting to happen.. now is only c when my limit is reached.. anyway.. now abt the slut.. i believe its once again very obvious to all tat she's starting to pave her way for re-entry into their clique.. its okie u noe.. coz if u dun do so b4 fyp presentation, after fyp presentation i will oso start ignoring u.. anyway wads so good abt sticking wif me now when all i do is giv a black face n participate in NO talk at all.. of coz wif tat gay u can tok, flirt, act together mah.. u wont feel so bored.. i oso noe tat u noe i'm unhappy wif u la.. u oso acting only.. i admit i oso acting wif tis slut la.. coz really there's not much i can do until tis fyp is over lor..
maybe its me la.. i hav social problems.. recently even forgotten how to keep a conversation gg.. tok less den 10 sentences wif ppl i'm okie wif i oso run out of tings to say.. even wif nasir oso.. hai.. gg become antisocial liao.. abit tired.. lets show the msn nic i using now.. bud gg to change soon.. tis one abit too offensive.. bud not tat i care, i juz wana use a more offensive one u c..
Leong - i'm sorry i'm not as shallow n as talkative as u r nor as GAY as u r. i'm really sorry. if u'r wondering if its u i'm talking about, u really nid to stop acting so GAY.
now let me go tink of the new nic den show u all oso..
Leong - pretty soon we'll c a slut n gay reunion. i'm sorry if u'r offended by tis comment, bud i din really expect u to tink of urself as a slut/gay.
okie.. i believe 90% cla will tink tat i'm talking abt her.. oh maybe i m.. hahha. bud well, i din put a name there.. so wadeva. i've had enuf of acting.. tis sem wont be acting wif ppl i dun need to act wif.. basically tats evryone except cla n the lecturers.. i mean how can dun act wif lecturers?? i wan my distinctions one k.. as for cla, wad to do?? lets juz wait for fyp to b ova n done wif..
hai.. so i guess my poly life isnt exactly the greatest eh.. yr 1 had 9 clique frens.. yr 2 go separate course den the remaining 9 oso spilt up.. now left wif wh carol cyn n nas, den pear n christina, den jx n dan is dunoe where one.. den jiarui gone elsewhere alr.. den yr 2 n 3 tis class, its sad.. of the many ppl, nadia wx et can considered my frens.. the rest r either neutral or DNT (do not touch).. hai.. go club oso.. the sports comm ppl only 5 to 6 frens.. den tat time join the captain ball wif wx they all end up kena den i mia frm club.. den ytd wanwei still tell me wx they lack of ppl ask me help them.. wad for?? when tats the cause of me gg mia.. hai.. maybe its really me tat has a problem.. bud i m juz no longer interested at smiling n laughing wif others FOR SHOW.. so now when i'm in sch.. if u c me black face looking at u, i probably aint very happy to c u.. if i smile or tok wif u, probably ur appearance has been appreciated..
okie back to slut n gay.. some of u who dunoe who i toking abt may wonder y i so dislike them.. well. the slut is the one last time i tell story one.. abt the married man one.. den now sumore she oso same pattern as the gay one.. wad pattern?? i'll elaborate more now.. the ting abt tis gay is tat he's seriously a fcking big actor.. act still nvm. act until so unprofessional.. talk n chitchat wif evryone in class.. luff at wadeva rubbish u throw him, y?? coz he wana be socialable.. kns.. all his tok n luffs r fake one la.. need ur help tat time will come n ask u tis ask u tat.. den dun nid den juz entertain u wif sum lame shit.. lets take a look at a case study to further understand wad i mean.. hahaha.. it involves the slut n the fyp la.. maybe i said b4.. bud the ting is wad?? he draws lines... lots of them.. frens n studies, must hav a clear line.. canot sacriface studies for frenship.. tat time deciding fyp grouping.. den he agreed to team wif another guy plus the slut.. den after tat start to regret.. den end up he go find slut the good fren ask her join them instead den dun wan do wif the slut.. y?? coz he scared she pull them down.. wad a nice fren.. den after tat the slut very angry etc etc.. now?? gg for reunion alr.. y?? coz the slut noes tat when i do fck care her, she lata end up no place go very malu.. so now faster act n b chummy frens wif the gay again.. maybe i'm petty.. it doesnt even concerns me.. yes i noe abt "forgive n forget".. bud i hav to say tat certain tings canot be forgiven nor forgotten.. tis kind of drawing lines n backstabbing frens tings r certainly one.. i certainly will nv wish to be associated wif tis kind of ppl as my frens..
oh well.. wadeva.. its one hell of alot of slander charges tat can b pressed against me juz for tis post.. the gay or the slut, if u'r interested in sueing me pls do so.. do juz go ahead n kill my future for me.. since in ur eyes, its always about urself.. go ahead.. i'm waiting.
