Wednesday, September 06, 2006 at 23:26
future
had been tinking of tis topic for quite some time alr.. coz its juz sumting tat cant escape from u when u'r in ur last yr of sch.. or so i tot.. i certainly didnt giv tis topic much tot in sec4.. hahhaa..
so after doing the unthinkable by ending up in a Poly.. now i'm about to get my diploma.. so wad r the choices available for me?? obviously i meant after my national service.. hahaha..
so i can stay in tis line, get a job at the polyclinic, hospital or private labs providing they wan me.. wad does tat brings me to?? a monthly pay of $1500 i suspect.. hmm.. future looks bleak unless i wan a super zzzz n simple life...
nxt, signing on in the army.. 2 yrs ago very much wanted to sign on.. at least i dun hav to worry for the nxt 4 to 5 yrs.. but... wad abt after tat?? n do i really like army life? will i enjoy myself wearing tat uniform evryday for so many days?? i wonder... tis option seems far frm me at the moment.. haha..
oh.. a tcher.. yes i hav tot of being a tcher.. doubt it'll be pri sch.. wan oso be sec sch.. or maybe i'm more suited for pri sch.. hahhaa.. i dunoe.. bud.. a tcher has many responsibilities.. thou satisfying, how will i cope?? pay supposed to be beta now after the recent changes?? hahhaa. ala.. actually i dun hav much big plans la.. pay will juz go towards paying for food n daily expenses n transport.. the rest either giv parents or save up lor.. i dun intend to buy car, dun intend to buy flat, dun intend to open family (or at least so soon).. so really nth much to spend on.. coz now my money oso juz spent on food nia.. hahaha...
the final other option.. continue studying.. VERY VERY unlikely.. firstly, local Uni maybe still affordable for my parents bud my results very cmi.. den go other countries VERY ex.. n i doubt i'm interested in such tings.. n after 10yrs + yet another 3yrs of studying, maybe i've had enuf.. so i doubt tis ranks high enuf in my list...
n of coz not to forget my 2 dreams.. 1 is more of an aspiration den dream.. to be a soccer player.. S league wadeva league nvm.. play "professional" soccer can liao.. bud abit hard la.. fitness cmi.. skills average.. oso nv play for so long alr.. evryting forgotten.. hai.. try hard k.. hahaha.. den the other one is super dream.. disappear n go sum forest n disappear frm evryone's life.. its possible k.. once i've learnt how to let go.. n how my family can accept my disappearance.. hahhaa.. ala.. tats abt all la.. very sick alr.. gg slp liao.. now evry nite slp b4 12.. nth to do.. hai.. my life seems so empty without you, where have you gone?
