Friday, September 29, 2006 at 18:50
full time believer of science, part time believer of fate.
since some half a yr or more ago i decided tat i'll believe in science to explain almost evryting tat happens in life n to a certain extend to believe in fate as to wad happens.. science i believe can explain alot about all the tings tat takes place n happens.. those tat science cant explain, probably means its still waiting for sumone to discover how to explain it.. hahaha.. as for fate, i guess its the ting tat makes us choose the side of the path tat we walk on.. two evenings ago i was walking home.. i was looking to my right at a playground seeing some kids playing den suddenly tis "coocoon" hanging by a spider web or wadeva appear near the front of my eyes.. i was walking on the left side of tat walkway.. had i been walking on the right, tat ting would hav juz smack rite into my face.. juz now while i was walking pass tat path again, it was no longer there.. probably smacked sumone else's face i guess.. n wad does tis mean? i guess its the person's fate to hav walked smack into tat ting n not mine.. there's no reason to explain y i chose to walk on the left.. i juz did.. bud as i continued tinking juz now, i tot of sumting rather absurd.. n tat is our daily life is juz an actual run of wadeva is supposed to take place.. suppose during our slp evrynite we will go thru the "rehearsals" of wad is to take place the nxt day n den when we wake up, we will go thru the whole act of the "rehearsals".. maybe tats y i was walking on the left of tat path.. n maybe tats y when we go without slp for a nite, we start getting confused n has a shorter attention span the nxt day.. it may be coz we dun noe wad we'r supposed to do n end up having to decide on alot of tings.. n maybe tats y when we dun slp for 2 nites in a row, we get worst.. hahhaa.. n maybe its coz of us drifting in n out of consicousness during our slp tat when we drift back in, we seem to c certain images bud we juz subconsciously junk it as part of our dream n forget abt it.. den when we happen to run thru tat particular scene again we get tat deja vu feeling.. oh well.. maybe i'm tinking too much.. hahaa.. nvm.. enuff of tis.. i'm gg off to watch the sleague match on CNA.. $10 on the line!! hahaha.. as for the alphaberts tingy, sorry ppl.. no time.. hahhaa.. if lata got online again den add.. hahhaa.. byebye..
the day you went away - M2M
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
