Tuesday, July 18, 2006 at 00:14
liars
lets tell a story about A, B n me.
so there's tis gal, A, who met tis guy, B, during an attachment during A's holz.. apparently sumting went on between A n B, if not there will be no story for me to tell now.. so the ting is i noe A. i oso noe B. n wad is impt about tis whole story is tat firstly, B is more than 10 yrs senior of A. of coz ppl may say love is not so much about age. so secondly, B is already MARRIED. of coz not to forget his wife isnt dead or anyting, they happened to be living together yea? so when i tot tat there might be sumting, i gave A a gentle reminder as a fren tat B is married.. so suddenly A becomes VERY defensive n starts shooting back at me, saying i'm insulting her character n such by suggesting tat she n B might hav sumting. so fine, i take it as my mistake n shut up about them.. over time, more n more tings made me suspect sumting was indeed happening.. i confronted A once more n she jolly well denied evryting again.. so since she wana keep it, nth i can do.. so i juz totally remove tat part from our future conversations..
den, i was to discover tat there might be indeed tings happening between A n B..
tis was to be confirmed recently by another mean.. n it made me tink.. juz wtf is A tinking about.. nvm tat he's a foreigner, nvm tat he's VERY obviously a big flirt, nvm the fact tat i do not like his character at all, wad i very much mind is the fact tat he's married n tis A noes it n still do wad she's doing.. maybe she doesnt noe wad is the effect of the term called "third party".. nah.. dun giv me the bullshit tat B n his wife were already not so well to begin wif.. tats bullshit.. a marriage is a marriage.. if u do not understand n respect tat word, den u probably shld not even get married in the first place..
so back to the story, i was initially VERY disturbed by the probability tat there might be sumting between A n B.. however, i realised tat as time went by, i now no longer giv much a damn to wad A wans to do.. u c, the day she decided to go all out n lie to me about she n B n the day she decided to be hav sumting wif B, she oso decided to forgo wadeva frenship tat i tot was there.. sure, i tot we were going to be frens for life.. we almost talked about evryting b4 tis ting happened... bud when she did wad she did, i guess i no longer consider her to be my good fren or close fren or wadeva u call it.. the only reason y i still treat her as a normal fren right now is becoz of certain tings tat is ongoing.. wad i can say is tat the moment i get my cert, its BYEBYE.. u do ur tings, u go die, tats ur business.. frens foreva?? nah.. u can go be frens foreva wif the other person who has tat keychain.. i DO NOT giv a damn to wad the fuck u choose to do anymore.. u see, u made ur decision.. n now i hav made mine.. so juz steer clear of me after our frenship ends coz i hav no interest in acknowledging a person who did wad u did as my fren.. i do not stand liars n neither do i stand ppl who chooses to be wif a married man.. so wif tat, i dedicated my sidebar of "leong condemns" to u..
of coz i believe wad i've typed here would be terrible if u read it way b4 our ongoing ting ends, coz apparently u do not noe tat i noe.. u only noe tat i suspected.. its okie.. if u tink tat tis is tat bad n wish to end wadeva little frenship tats left, its fine wif me.. we can go fulltime working-partners.. u can go find ur group of actor frens n sit wif them during lessons.. n well, if u happened to forget about coming to my blog anymore, tat'll be good.. maybe i'll direct u here sumday when our frenship end so tat u noe y it ended.. if not, really, i dun care anymore.. for i condemn u for wad u hav done n wad u'r doing. AS SIMPLE AS THAT.
