ytd went back sch for fyp... eat le find woo.. frm 11 do all the way till 6 like tat.. almost vomit blood.. we expecting to finish within 1hr one lor.. hahaha.. den went home.. on the way go cp metro collect money.. saw dar n kian.. hahaha.. den metro alot ppl queuing.. so went to 308 there take.. hahaha.. den bought korea to win n i lost the bet.. $5.. hahaha.. so now overall for world cup is win $20 frm s.pools.. plus another $10 still on the line for championship winner.. i bought argentina n italy long ago.. hahaha.. hoping n hoping.. den came home.. rot.. today morning went gym wif jere.. ala.. tiring.. den went his hse eat free chocolate.. hahaha.. his bro frm aust come back buy alot of chocs.. hahaha.. den watch him play one match of fifa world cup 2006 den came home le.. went hougang mall buy lunch first.. den whole afternn play fm.. gone la gone.. really cant stand myself letting each day slip by without touching my work.. GONE.. fucked up.. lets c wad needs to be done n by when:
Haematology II ICA 2 (26 june)
Haematology II practical 5 & 6 datasheet (26 june)
FYP (27 june)
Histological Techniques practical 8, 9 & 10 assignment (27 june)
FYP (28 june)
Bloodbanking assignment (28 june)
Medical Microbiology A practical 5 & 6 datasheet (28 june)
FYP (29 june)
Bloodbanking practical 3 & 4 datasheet (29 june)
Medical Microbiology A e-learning tutorial (29 june)
FYP (3 july)
Histological Techniques presentation (4 july)
Oral Communication presentation (4 july)
FYP (5 july)
FYP (6 july)
Medical Microbiology A assignment (12 july)
amen ppl.. hai hai hai... HAI~~!!
Thursday, June 22, 2006 at 20:38
omg
omg.. i'm blogging again.. seriously i hav no idea how i can hav the time to blog so many times n play FM when i hav so much waiting to be done.. hahaha.. i guess i'm juz too talented.. hahaa.. so sis came back.. thinner den the prev time?? hahhaa.. oh well.. shit.. there's 4 fat ones at home n only 2 thin ones.. hai.. hahaha.. so dun blame me for being fat.. its in the genes!! hahaha.. den juz now went eat opp the kopitiam.. 78 bucks.. ex sia.. hahhaa.. den back here.. omg.. i dunoe y i blogging again.. hahhaa.. really dunoe.. nth i really wana do i guess.. oh.. juz now wanted tok abt y i chose "do you want my help" as the address.. bud i tink i might hav mentioned it b4.. anyway.. i've come to realised tat there's only so much tat i can do to help.. there's so many ppl out there n there's only so many me out there.. okie.. tats one.. i dunoe magic.. hahhaa.. i really dun wish to c any of my frens or juniors or ppl i noe tat slip thru n cant make it to the opposite shore.. bud i guess i'm limited to so much powers.. tats y i chose do u wan my help.. coz i guess when there's a person tat i wana help n does not wan to be helped, i hav to giv tat energy to another whom i wana help n wishes to be helped.. n tats y i rather ppl approach me den i approach them.. coz i'm afraid in the end i put in the effort n it isnt recipropriated.. its not tat i wan to c those who dun wan my help die, its juz tat there's only so much in me.. anw.. there's tis certain sumone whom i've promised to be there no matter wad happens... thou u'r busy wif ur world cup betting n stuff.. wheneva u juz need a response to anyting.. feel free to call or sms me.. yea?? i guess u probably might not want my help.. so its okie.. bud for u i will not let u sink.. i'll always keep tat lifeline there for u to pull at wheneva u wish to k..
okie.. so lets tok abit abt post-LTC II since i juz tot of it.. i guess i aint doing a professional job of starting it n finishing it.. so yea i started it.. bud guess other ppl will be finishing it for me.. i couldnt really care much abt the money n admin stuffs after the camp.. neither abt the camp reports.. guess its juz pointless for me to be involved.. time for rou hui's turn.. sec3s dun disappoint k.. step up a gear n comit ppl.. ala.. anw tis part is juz a short breather.. hahaha..
okie shall stop here.. hahaha.. i noe today posts all so long n crappy.. shld really stop laming.. go c got wad tings to do liao.. wont be very surprised if i end up here blogging again tonite.. hahahhaa
at 14:27
~mood~
okie.. first to tok abt sum stuffs... last nite kena chased off frm com by meimei.. den slpt arnd 2... den today wake up at 10.. online.. den tok kok wif qw n jeremy.. den went buy lunch at cp.. at first really wan go plaza buy porridge for tat gay one.. den he say no need den nv go lor.. hahaha.. den buy aust win n draw for aust vs croatia.. $10... ala.. money invested.. hahaha.. den buy liao came home.. juz now den found out tat my elder sis today coming back singapore.. hahhaa.. i still tot is 23rd.. ala.. den her flight arnd 345pm touch down ba.. dun tink gg.. no point oso.. sumore whole afternn gone if i go.. den ya la tats abt all.. hahhaa..
so was reading blogs.. sum of which i seldom go.. it seems tat there's quite a no. of ppl tats sad.. as in real sad.. hahaha.. ala.. 90% is coz of relatnships... 10% is other tings la.. oh well.. wadeva it is tats making u sad.. u dun hav to be sad.. really.. u will only be sad if u wan urself to be sad.. stop "yah yah yah" over there.. hahaha.. coz its true.. if i wan i can b VERY sad oso.. its juz tat there's not a point.. n even if i m.. wad for tell others?? i will not tell others tat i'm sad unless i noe they can help me remove the sadness yea.. hahaha.. n actually.. there's no such ting as "nowadays very sad".. nah.. mood doesnt go like tis.. mood is c time one.. c wad the tings u doing.. u can be sad.. u went out n had sum fun.. u felt happy.. u went home n had nth to do again.. u start broading over tings n get all so sad yet again... so was the fun tat u had juz surface?? no it isnt.. its juz tat b4 n after u were sad.. bud when u were happy tat time u really was happy.. i'm a person who has changed.. i no longer bother to do much acting.. tat time in sch got one guy in my class i cant really stand one.. he looking at me n "singing".. basically mouthing the words n giving retarded expressions.. 5yrs ago i would laugh or kok wif him.. bud tat day wad i did was simple.. i juz gav a sarcastic smile n looked away.. wad for act laugh wif him la.. the result oso the same wad.. he oso noe i trying to fu yan him.. so juz fuck him lar.. hahhaa.. anyway tis part is out of point.. hahhaa.. bud back to mood... seriously ppl, its time to be happy!! no doubt there'll b times when u feel real sucky n sad.. i go thru tat too.. u juz gotta get over it.. hahhaa.. its perfectly okie to cry.. nv wrong.. i was a crybaby when i was young.. i only stopped crying often when i was sec 2 or 3.. my grandmother's funeral made me realised tat i dun really hav the need to keep crying for nth.. i cried on the day she died.. tats all.. during the wake, funeral, burial.. evryone arnd crying.. i juz stood there emotionless?? oh well.. yea i miss her.. i loved her so.. well.. i cried for her alr.. does crying more makes me love her more?? nope.. of coz i do believe if my parents do pass away one day.. i will probably cry more den one day.. i mean they've been my closest since birth.. nvm tat we arent tat closed emotionally.. physically they've been wif me for 19 yrs.. tats a hell lot of time... so sorry tat i side tracked again.. hahaha.. anyway.. yea.. cheer up ppl.. having others tell u not to cry, cheer up, look on the bright side is TOTALLY not as efficient as u urself telling urself to cheer up.. coz its ur life, ur emotion, ur mood, U DECIDE. tats abt all for mood la.. hahhaa
juz to mention it in passing.. i m aware of the dispute tats gg on currently.. okie.. fine.. i was aware of it rather late.. hahaha.. bud still.. i chose to keep quiet.. act like dunoe.. or dun say anyting.. its not becoz i m afraid i'll side who or wad.. its juz tat u all hav grown.. 2.5yrs since u entered secondary sch.. time to do tings by urself.. u all hav tis dispute, u all settle it... nevertheless i will step in n help if u all tink the situation requires me to.. i hav no problem wif helping u all sort it out.. bud i want all of u to try get it solved first.. tis is not a war.. its not a big ting.. its juz an oportunity for all of u to learn frm.. nvm if it cant be used in red cross or other stuffs.. it can be applied to future uses in life in society.. take a step back, observe... its okie to be defensive.. all humans r.. the ting is whether all of u will step back n notice tat u might hav crossed a line tat shouldnt be crossed.. all of u r 15yrs or reaching.. its a period of ur life when ur thinking flacuates.. so nv be too sure of wad u tink.. coz it'll change.. so yup.. all of u try to hav an outsider look on the situation first, den decide whether or not to step back into ur shoes.. coz "pang guan zhe qing".. ala.. tats all for now.. hope to hear good news from all of u.. hahaha
at 00:49
omen = ala, xmen3 = byebye
okie.. first of all.. byebye to my xmen3.. dint catch it today.. probably will catch it only when channel 5 show on tv in 1yrs time.. hahaha.
so sun was fathers' day.. practically stay home rot.. den mon rot at home oso.. den tue went back sch for OC ppt n histo ppt... 10am do till arnd 12 plus 1... den went to s'pore museum wif clar for her gems tingy.. walked n yawned for 1hr.. i guess i dun belong to the arts field.. hahaha.. den went paradiz centre play pool till arnd 430 den went home... den today wake up go CP meet them.. ala.. all late comers.. bloody late comers... i first.. den qw 2nd.. hahaha.. den the rest came.. den kw last.. omg.. nowaday kids.. all no "shi qian guan nian".. ala.. hypy not good.. got error tiam.. hahhaa.. den went city hall.. walked over to marina sqr.. den wanted go c bowling cost first den decide wan treat them makan not.. hahaa.. den end up got student special bud must b4 1pm.. so played first.. 1 game $1.80 for students.. knn.. i ask tat guy he say students is under 21.. den i say okie i can he wan check.. i look so old?? hahhaa.. den buy 5 games free 1 game.. so got 6 ppl den plus alina cum lata mah.. so buy "10" games lor.. den free 2.. ala tat guy i got nth to say lor.. dunoe how to press the tingy.. end up press so long behind all complaining.. hahaha.. den buy 6 pairs of shoes.. waste my money.. tat kw n qw.. mf.. hahaha.. den bowl.. first rnd 105.. 2nd rnd dunoe wad i doing.. like nv hit 60 like tat.. hahaha.. den last rnd wif lindar anyhow throw.. still win hx n jam.. hahhaa.. can c tat jamie got learn b4 la.. frm her way of throwing.. the other 2 is machiam suka throw like tat.. sumtimes good sumtimes drain.. hahhaa.. den finished go play one rnd of pool wif qw.. ala.. kena thrashed 4 ball.. sad.. he nv giv chance.. hahaha.. den go play fotohunt.. ala.. all noobs... dunoe got "clue" tis ting... end up we first time play den rnd one died.. hahaha.. den second time went further.. after tat they join us oso den play sumore.. anyway now in arcade tats the only game i'll play.. others all equals waste of money.. at least fotohunt i find it increases bonding.. hahahha.. den went eat.. ate the stupid ban mian.. ala.. waste my money.. tat sick guy still use my spoon drink soup.. nvm.. den take his straw put in my soup.. mf.. i sick he die.. den went buy tix.. watched omen.. 4.25pm... ala.. commercials so long.. hahaha.. den tat retard scream for dunoe wad.. den the show ala.. okie lor.. i kept saying byebye to those characters b4 they die.. hahhaa.. tink we the most char there le lor.. hahaha.. den finished went esplanade.. den play freefall.. den go take mrt.. den go kovan.. ala.. eat wad shit dinner.. drink one cup of bubble tea nia.. ala.. hungry la.. hahaha.. den alina chao.. den b4 tat qw died on the train.. den take neoprint.. ala.. can say the first rnd all the pose i dun like la.. hahaha.. second rnd keep cover face.. i find it beta.. thou abit poser.. ahhaha.. den nv pay for tat oso la.. the tea oso kw pay.. hahaha.. ala.. u all tink bowling cheap ar.. hahhaa.. den went find mama at her work place.. den went lewlian buy supper.. walk back den take taxi home.. ala.. waste my time.. i 945 reached her company there.. den wait till 1045 den take taxi.. ala.. i frm kovan walk oso reached home le lor.. hahaha.. den ya lar.. at first dun wan online wan slp one.. bud ala.. dunoe y end up here.. hahaha.. so tml need to chiong all the sch tingy again... den fri gg for nadia's fyp coz last tue pon one coz wanted prepare for camp.. den fri oso doing fyp... ala.. abt all la.. one big chunk again.. hahaha
Sunday, June 18, 2006 at 22:42
Carrot, Egg or Coffee Beans
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.
Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.
In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.
Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see."
"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.
Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma.
The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"
Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.
"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean? Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart? Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
This is to those who have touched my life in one way or another; to those who make me smile when i really needed it; to those who make me see the brighter side of things when i am really down; to those whose friendship i appreciate; to those who are so meaningful in my life. Special thanks to people such as Aaron, Carol, Clarice, Elaine, Jeremy, Jia Xing, Li Ning, Mandy, Nasir, Wei Min, You Qiang, Yu Ching, Zhen Yang, Qing Wei, Kian Wei, Chester and all my juniors from RCY..
Happy Fathers' Day people!
at 11:13
Happy Birthday Yu Ching
okie... so ytd was yu ching's bday.. 21st alr... so old.. time has really past.. anw.. morning went sp for nadia's fyp tingy.. arnd 1230 end.. went payalebar.. supposed to bring mandy to the comfort driving center at ubi.. coz tat day buy kerosene went n i tot i saw it.. den end up i bring her walk one big round cant find.. sorry abt it.. den after tat went home.. watched lost2... bath go out again.. went marina find yc they all.. they playing bowling b4 i arrived... den reached arnd 7 den go eat the steamboat... ala... eat until very full... den after tat 9 like tat eat cake.. eat finish we 4 guys play bowling.. hahhaa.. damn funny.. first game is all single den i n yc one lane.. den we both get 90 den weilin get 75... den jj 50 plus or 60 plus nia.. ala.. can hit hundred de lor.. juz tat first 2 frame throw 0/0 - 1/0... hahhaa.. ala.. long time nv play wad.. need find momentum.. hahaha.. den 2nd round we play share game.. i share wif jj.. haha... den i go use curl.. den weilin oso learn.. end up alot of chances wasted.. hahhaa.. den they won.. 111 to 105... den after tat rush back home.. coz huiting late le.. by 1030 supposed to reach home we 1130 at dhoby ghaut nia.. hahhaa.. sorry hai u kena nagging/scolding.. den came home.. slpt.. anw my fingernails got 3 spoil liao.. one broke.. omg.. gg to cut all lata.. hahhaa.. tats abt all la... btw.. elaine, it was nice of u to tink of me.. sumtimes i do tink of u too bud i juz dun make it known.. it was nice to recieve ur sms ytd.. =).. today will juz stay home maybe afternn start doing assignments le.. tml still nid go sch do histo ppt n oc ppt... after tat gg s'pore museum wif clar... for her gems tingy.. den after tat dunoe doing wad la.. broke liao.. hahhaa
so i had a dream on fri nite.. it was those dreams tat i can rmb alot of details... basically.. it was a sad dream.. first.. my very the good fren jeremy wong apparently will killed sumhow in the dream.. den there's tis fren of ours tyy who claim he was responsible for his death.. tis part i dunoe for wad.. hahaha.. den there's tis person who oso claim she was responsible for his death.. den like tis like tat till i was comforting her.. gav her a hug.. a hug tat felt so real.. n yet i noe it might juz nv happen... haiz... den dunoe how the dream ended.. or rather i woke up on purpose after the hug so tat it ends there... its a sad dream... den last nite oso had 2 dreams.. first one abit forget liao.. bud oso got the person i hugged in the first dream... den second one was abt dunoe where.. at a soccer match or sumting.. den zidane was on the pitch kicking about.. den i wanted to get his signature... den when reach the pitch he alr missing.. den i ran into the dressing rooms look for him.. den he sign le den shake hand n go back.. den the point of tis dream is i tot of how wonderful it will be if i could juz giv his signature to my elder sis for her bday.. afterall she's in france.. i noe she loves zidane.. n well.. it will juz nv come true... tats all...
footnote: dreams do not come true
so there r tings tat i may be aware of.. there r tings tat i may not be aware of.. those tat i noe of contributes to evry single part of my actions.. tings tat i do... tings tat i do not noe of may contribute to the tings tat i do not do... sumtimes.. noeing too much mite not be good... bud yet we as humans always wan to noe evryting.. we juz cant stand noeing tat we do not noe sumting.. wad can i say.... all i do noe is tat at the moment.. nth is fixed... when i go here.. i feel tis way.. when i move away.. i feel another way... its not becoz i'm conflicting.. its becoz tats the way humans work..
so as i went back to sp ytd morning.. tings such as fyp, politics n alot more came back to hit me... i tot of it.. n i realised tat there's 2 different planets out there.. one in sp where i'm arnd ppl who r all so old n academic minded... n nchs where evryone is so young n frenship minded.. i believe i cant continue running betwn both planets anymore.. its time i make a decision.. to remain on a planet n maybe ignore the other.. yet life is cruel as such tat i do not even hav to make a decision... coz i cant let go of the poly planet.. i juz hav to complete wad i started.. get my diploma.. for nchs.. i guess its still okie to let it go since all i hav there attached to me r juz bonds.. relationships... whereby i hav a covalent bond over at the poly planet.. i cant let go of my diploma without having gotten it.. sure ppl will tell me do wad i wan.. i wish i could.. i wish i could forget all abt the diploma.. forget all abt poly.. afterall there's not much left on tat planet tat makes me wana stay.. bud i cant.. wad abt my future?? nchs doesnt giv me any assurance of my future at all.. do i go arnd interviews for jobs saying i was once an instructor for rcy for 10yrs?? who's gona care?? n when i do leave the poly planet nxt yr.. i got a whole new planet called the NS planet looking for me.. tat juz means tat its time i let go of the nchs planet.. so i guess it pretty much looks to me tat my time is up.. or it was all along up.. i juz dint let go.. so goodbye nan chiau.. goodbye all my wonderful juniors there.. goodbye people.. it was terrific while it lasted.. good bye.
Friday, June 16, 2006 at 21:02
LTC II
probably been the longest time inbetwn 2 posts... anyway back from camp n slpt... its gona be a long n maybe lacking of details update...
sunday (3 days to LTC II)
did nth much till the late afternn... arnd 5 like tat went to srgn north there to look for kerosene.. coz yc say there alot of hardware shop... knn.. so big la.. n so slippery... of coz my slippers dint help.. so walked till 6 plus all nv sell big tin one.. den wanted to buy papa's day cake.. stupid sis i hav.. luckily i call back n check when i saw a 'poster' in the cake shop saying 18/6 den is papa day.. hahaha.. den end up walked over to sheng siong there.. to say the truth i oso dunoe go there do wad.. hahaha.. so anyhow walked arnd inside den bought biscuits to bring to camp as spare food... anyway the main point i wanted to do was to buy the otah.. end up i forogt!! den came home watched xmen2...
monday (2 days to LTC II)
mmnday went sch for histo prac... bloody shit.. total more den 5hrs on tat stupid prac.. waiting time so long n useless... 10 till 5 like tat... den went to far east plaza for class outing.. okie.. very interesting.. coz all of us tot is arnd 3 plus coz tat time ms phoon say her prac till 3 wad.. den the "class" decided to book it at 6 eh.. n din bother to say till on monday itself... fucking hell.. waste my time.. den clar nv go.. okie.. left me alone.. funny sia.. oso dunoe y i go... bud dun wan act so fuck so juz went lor.. end up sitted between ec n jingyi.. shit man.. of all ppl.. tis 2.. den eat finish arnd 8 plus i walked all the way over to paradise center.. coz wan bet mah... den reached there bought aust -1.5... very heng bet.. coz is from 81st min till 90th min tat they score those 3 goals... if not $5 gone.. haha.. so tat was my second bet on world cup n won $18.50... den from paradise go back dhoby ghuat take mrt...
tuesday (1 day to LTC II)
slpt pretty late on monday nite coz was out all nite n felt pretty bad tat i din do much.. so when reached home the prev nite i chiong the camp proposal n lesson plans.. evryting put together n format properly... did all the way till 5am like tat go slp.. early morning 10am mama wake me up to do retarded tings again.. so didnt went back slp after tat... den arnd 12 went nchs.. reached arnd 1 to check whether got the gulong poles in rc room not.. den get keys from mr rahim le den went up.. saw them.. took them out n place on floor... counted them.. den tok to mr rahim abt the proposal n the camp... after tat kept the rc room key coz mr rahim camp day 1 wont come so early... den went the police post there take 43.. saw kw they all at lindar hse there.. den went to ubi on 43.. walked n walked.. only the first few shops got sell kerosene lar... others all shit one.. make me walk so big round.. den still needed buy bowsaw coz mr mak say canot help us cut.. so bought both... den ask papa come drive home... reached home put tings liao go out again... went CP to take price of the items need buy during camp den went srgn cut hair... went home.. continue doing tings.. pack bag etc... plan was to slp at 10pm... end up till 12 plus 1 den slp...
wednesday (LTC II Day One)
reached nchs at arnd 730... den so no hand lar.. need take kerosene, bowsaw, RADIO n my bag go 2nd floor... den put finish go out 161 bus stop meet yu ching.. den go buy beehoon go back eat.. den briefed the instructors.. did sumting i didnt wish i would hav to do.. sent my best fren from nchs home.. wad to do.. alr told u ur hair colour cmi, u will go home.. den kinda fucked the instructors.. den start camp.. dunoe wad the hell they doing oso.. flag raising ownself 5 ppl stand there raise.. haiz... den had pt.. jogged 2 rounds... den when bunk inspection i was cutting the wood.. coz mr mak teached me.. den i teach jj end up he like cmi so i ownself cut.. den cut cut cut.. the saw lousy.. hold till my right hand the last finger the skin gone.. den wear glove continue cut.. den finished went to soak the wood... den went for evac lesson.. i dragged the time coz i was cutting.. in case u ppl dint noe.. it was tiring... n y i did it instead of sec3s?? coz the YO had a problem wif tat.. dint want to go argue wif him abt such tings... den evac lesson taught very little.. like 3 moves only when supposed to teach arnd 10.. hahhaa.. den lunch den first aid lesson.. den evac part 2.. tis one at the fitness corner.. den at the beginning i n yc do leopard crawl under the obsticle... crawl finish both arms n legs all rashes.. hahhaa.. dirty dirty grass they hav there.. den did inbtwn the window oso... den the detail A could lift me up sia.. 6 ppl.. hahhaa.. den after tat finished is dunoe wad la.. den blah n blah.. den evening pt.. jogged 3 rounds.. bth.. so went to mark papers.. hahhaa.. den sumting happened.. really bth.. so went to "take off"... took towel went to wash face.. put hp on silent n went rc room.. sat there.. ate the biscuits i bought brought.. wrote tings on the whiteboard.. seriously i do feel tat the instructors were fucked up.. as in screwed... den went to walk arnd.. sat at bball court.. listen songs.. went back for dinner.. den at nite still the same old story... after tat dunoe do wad oso.. den first aid game.. seriously bad bad programme... wasted so much time... do wrong wan restart nvm.. the ting is must whack them wad... end up dunoe wad they achieved oso... den more or less day one ended.. had a tok.. discussion.. for day two... till 3 den went slp.. anw super not impressed wif kw during tis day...
thursday (LTC II Day Two)
woke up at 6... walk out of log room alr c so many cadets walking arnd.. haha.. den went wash up changed den went for flag raising.. i believe all the cadets frm nchs very heng.. coz while i was in sgss.. the only time i lost my temper was during a dismissal 'parade' outside rc room.. its coz they sing rc song like fuck.. so soft so fuck.. i shout n shout n scold.. ppl downstairs oso can hear.. i oso cant giv a fcuk.. scold finish go rc room slack.. face so hot.. anw in nchs 2 yrs.. there's not one time i've been pleased wif how they sing the rc song.. juz tat i din bother to flare nia.. wad for la.. up to u all lor.. wan sing wan b proud den be.. dun wan den dun lor... haiz.. anw... had pt.. ran wif detail A one rnd.. den at first tot of gg wif detail B for the nxt rnd.. bud reached back alr wan die.. so did the crunches position wif detail A... den after tat still got 2nd rnd sia.. dint expect tat.. hahaha.. den almost died le den go push up position... den still got combined 3rd round... hahhaa.. finished tat time dead le... den after tat dunoe got wad tings.. only rmb IPT 3a.. detail A present their lesson... den juz noted n pointed out the tings tat they shld watch out for.. detail B ppl who wan noe more abt teaching tat time the tings to watch out ask detail A ppl ba.. coz i believe today tat session nth much i pointed out oso... den after tat was preparation for campfire or wadeva.. by tat time i alr off le... juz walking arnd looking arnd.. dint do much.. den all set up nice nice le i go "take off" a second time.. in the end went to reception table.. sent the oic n aoic go eat.. den sit there listen song again.. heard gui ji.. tot of the lyrics.. tot of the unit.. sit there cry.. so after tat went to the campfire.. brought the whole tray of rice to the campfire there eat.. den the cadets at the side there so dead can.. den in the end so popular.. finished gav a tok to the sec3s... anw juz wana emphasize my point.. its all whether u all want anot.. after tat had freefall.. long time since i last did.. not bad.. juz tat we land neck there pain.. so the cadets had to play the 2nd version of the game.. land on the hands... tat one maybe not as fun or fulfilling ba.. anw tat kw damn hum can.. keep dun dare land.. hahhaa.. den went log room n slpt at arnd 12... coz really cant be bothered le...
friday (LTC II Day Three)
woke up at 7 without any alarm.. coz din bothered to set it b4 i slpt.. so went wash up.. went help abit wif washing up.. anw din wan do much.. its the sec3s who did the campfire.. so shld oso be them to clean up.. den had the IPT 3b n the test going thru.. after tat got mass evac... den cpr oso.. den debrief n pack up go home.. b4 tat wanted to hav a break camp or dismissal parade.. sing red cross song one last time.. in the end dun hav.. so i go lower the flag lor.. walking there tat time i singing it to myself.. lower tat time oso crying.. hahaha.. den after tat went CP eat kfc... crap wif kw qw n chester... tat 3 retards keep saying dun cry.. hahaha.. den came home.. slpt.. now blog.. gg offline soon... gg slp again ba..
tml onwards lots of assignments to do liao.. anw tml dunoe gg yu ching's bday outing not.. coz morning gg for nadia's ting n afternn 4 plus got lost2 replay.. hahhaa.. tats abt all.. nite
Saturday, June 10, 2006 at 21:21
gear 3
alrite.. now at gear 3 for camp tingys.. gona reverse for awhile.. or maybe i'll juz park for awhile.. gotta settle my studies now.. monday need hand in histo n ginkgo liao.. stressed.. anyway as for wads happening to u ppl... let it blow over.. the camp finished equals evryting back to normal.. yes it will be back to normal, only if u WANT it.. same as wad i keep telling qw tis morning.. no such ting as canot quit.. is u WANT anot only.. tats abt all.. running a 2.4km rite now.. cant stop.. cant slow down.. NO TIME.. n sum ass wana show off she got scv can watch england match.. sucker.. hhaha
Friday, June 09, 2006 at 14:36
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byebye
kk.. wed went sch for nadia tingy end go ps wanted watch over the hedge end up left front 3 rows seats nia.. nv watch.. ate swenson again.. came home.. ytd did ALOT n the f***ing msword hang TWICE!! both time oso nv save.. nw abit dun feel like doing pharmaco AGAIN liao.. c how.. today went nadia tingy again.. finished went srgn eat den come back.. now no more concession liao.. lata arnd 5 plus gg CP there meet yc den go his hse.. do the camp proposal n watch germany match.. doubt will enjoy.. coz his channel 5 is hopeless one.. hahaha.. his tv is use antena one so will be blur.. ala.. dun wan say much liao.. lousy mood.. maybe after the camp den c how.. anw after camp oso will be super busy.. so wait lor.. by wk 14 shld start to free again.. byebye.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 at 13:07
frenster
so was at frenster juz now juz wondering arnd... looked at sum profiles... tot of certain tings... thou chances r diff batches will hav inter-batch conflicts enroute becoming NCOs, at the end of the day the intra-batch bond gets closer.. no doubt there will be a few who invitably gets outcaste bud the frenship among the rest r there to stay.. thou they might not always meet or chat anymore bud when they do come together again.. they'll hav no problem crapping wif each other.. perhaps tis is the best part for all future NCOs to look forward to?? well.. i miss my NCOs.. hahaha.. wei min now dunoe at where liao.. chances r he's in the army.. raj's at tp... nico at np.. i at sp.. hahaha.. sad.. desmond n corn oso dunoe go where liao... ala.. kk.. go do sum hsework n do my elearning assignments liao.. hope to do finish OC n read finish medmicro journals today.. got time do abit of pharmaco assignment on ginkgo oso.. camp stuffs haven touch for 2 days sia.. hahaha
Monday, June 05, 2006 at 16:09
yesterday once more
lets c.. sat went to sch for nadia's fyp... kena fingerprick 8 times on 4 fingers thru a period of 3hrs.. sad.. after tat went ps swenson.. ala.. forgot how to spell liao.. den walk arnd ps n walked to the new cathay.. basically there is nth there now except threater.. den walk back den went yc house.. reached arnd 5 plus like tat.. den when walking to dhoby mrt saw maia performing at sum addidas soccer tournament there.. oso not alot of ppl watching her perform.. sumore half body in the sun.. hahhaa.. den go yc hse play 2 to 3 matches wining eleven den go eat liao.. eat finish go back continue.. played till 10 like tat he slp liao.. still ask me 11 wake him up.. den went online till 2 plus.. chatted wif my jie.. abit of tok abt wad happened one yr ago... den went shit.. came back off com n slp.. den morning yc 8 plus wake up liao.. den i oso wake up den play again.. play till 12 plus on com look at camp stuff.. end up supposed to juz show him den go off become we doing the proposal.. hahaa.. do abit den after tat arnd 2 went eat den walk to boonlay mrt liao.. reached home lalala... den at nite 8 like tat eat finish lie down fall aslp.. den woke up at 10 call mandy ask abt today den go back slp til today 7.. wake up go sch for nadia's fyp tingy again... den finished went CP.. saw 2 sec2s from nchs.. dunoe wad name la.. hahhaa.. den went library look for book dun hav wad i wan.. went banquet eat beehoon den go home.. walked from CP back.. in the quite hot sun.. haha.. walk pass nchs saw julian playing bball.. bud tink he nv c me.. den went to 408 there the carpark on top the garden... last went arnd 1yr ago when i kena kicked out of the group.. hahhaa.. time flies sia.. in tis one yr pass so fast.. so many tings hav changed.. haiz... so slowly strolled arnd the garden.. den came home.. tink lata gg play fm.. yea i start new game again.. hahaha.. coz really nth to do at home.. tink tonite den do the camp tingy.. got to do lesson plan for evac prac.. 2 sumore.. den still must tink of the other plan.. wad else ah.. tink no more liao la.. hahaha.. most of the planning tis camp oso yc doing ba.. coz i really abit sian of doing such tings liao.. hahaha.. main purpose of tis proposal is to show cadets how to do a nice one.. other purpose includes covering our ass in case tings like food poisoning happen again.. ahhaha.. ala.. actually alot to tok abt the walk at the garden one.. bud now all forgotten liao.. bud time do pass fast.. tired.. mentally... not physically.. 11hrs slp is enuf.. hahaha.. go liao..
Friday, June 02, 2006 at 23:11
fkd up...
okie.. so wed went gems.. after 40mins chaoed.. went mp lib... end up go starbucks.. drink the stupid banana mocha ting $6... den arnd 5 plus go home.. den blah blah.. thur went sch.. came home.. today go sch.. bbank quiz.. nv study much.. only read thru once.. den get 63/80.. shit sia.. so many trick qns.. aiming 70 one lor.. tink i in class quite high liao.. hahaha.. den after sch go find woo... do fyp.. take blood.. sad.. venipuncture skill detiorating.. den get gDNA.. den do PCR.. the process damn slow n long.. sad.. hahhaa. den do from 12 till arnd 6 lar... sian.. den come home... juz now watch xmen.. nxt sunday is xmen2.. by the time wan watch xmen3 tink stop showing liao.. hahaha.. ala tats abt all.. tml morning gg sch.. for nadia's fyp.. juz now 9pm till tml 9am cant eat.. can only drink plain water... sad.. juz now within 30mins i go eat honeydew liao.. ahhaha.. tink wont affect la.. hope nadia doesnt c tis!! hahhaa.. den after tat dunoe gg where.. den finish will go yc hse.. den play winning eleven.. gg tok more abt camp oso.. juz now he called i watching xmen!! end up half here half there both sides abit in nia.. hahaha.. den sunday come home dunoe do wad.. got lots of assignments sia.. sumore 2nd week alr gone.. die.. tats abt all for now la.. nxt mon, wed n fri oso gg back for nadia.. all need fast.. sad... hahaha..
point said.. time to review.. haha
