Friday, May 26, 2006 at 00:32
one too many
okie.. so a quick update b4 i start bombing all my tots here... wed went gems.. play the straw nest game again.. hahaha.. not bad.. our egg survived.. lol... den went home... today go sch... medmicro test... study meant reading thru.. hahhaa.. luckily quite okie the quiz.. shld be can pass... den during medmicro prac scratched my hand.. stupid sink.. now my forefinger there got a 2 to 3 cm scar.. hahhaa.. still okie la.. only bath den pain.. den after sch went lib.. teach mandy biostats.. okie.. mostly forgotten oso.. hahaha.. den go fc2 eat den go home liao.. den reached sengkang decided call rou hui c they at CP not coz afternn was told camp changed to ltc liao.. so tot maybe go ask them wad the update.. hahhaa.. end up go bk find them den over there i got my post for the camp.. ala.. dun say first.. hahaha.. wait other time den announce.. sad post.. hahhaa.. anyway the post is juz for show.. end up i hope i will do tings.. lol.. den walk wif kw to his hse there.. walk the pasar malam den end up walk one big rnd arnd the estate coz he forget buy the saugage n dun wan turn back.. so tok abit of tings again.. can say is abt the same old ting except sum abt the camp.. den chiong home watch lost.. missed 15mins.. bud today recap nia so lucky i nv miss much of the story line.. tml gg sch den after tat got to find woo den need learn draw blood using butterfly needle n oso how to extract the gDNA from the wbc.. hahaha.. dunoe gg last how long.. after tat either in sch or go clar hse do datasheets.. hope by 8 reach home la.. long week i feel.. 2 quizzes.. hahaha.. so tats abt all now.. lets jump to tots for the week/month/year...
first abt st gabs rcy...
really glad to c lyon's testi for raymon juz now in frenster.. can c tat they'r united in crapping together.. btw they were the chairpersons after nico.. so yea.. they'r one yr apart.. of coz i noe i aint close there.. wad can i say.. after i left, i left.. i left without anyting significant except feeling frustrated tat parents tink i waste their children's time.. great.. hahaha.. so tats abt all to say for them...
nxt abt the 'meeting' at bk juz now..
oh well.. i guess when i look here n there n discover i m really out of evryting.. red cross is the only place i feel at home.. anyway its been a long long time i've said i'm leaving.. so yea i m.. tis camp will be the last of the last i guess.. hahha.. no.. dun ask me to stay if u r tinking of.. coz i mite.. hahaha.. n i shldnt.. over means over.. i've brought u ppl till tis point.. i cant stay on.. much as my physical goes missing.. my emotional will only fade wif time.. so dun worry abt looking for me if there's any problems.. n well.. i guess tis isnt really much abt the meeting eh.. hahaha..
u... n im not naming who...
so i guess i juz happened to predict correctly of wad will happen eh.. probably u dunoe tat i noe yet.. maybe one day u mite.. i dunoe.. dun really wish to tell u tat i noe.. coz it'll juz lead to other tings.. anyway it left me confused.. it left me tinking for a long long time.. juz wad the hell r u doing.. u said u noe wad u'r doing.. n when i saw wad i saw.. i doubt tat statement yet again.. maybe u hav ur own tinking.. maybe u'r juz trying to help.. i dunoe unless u let me noe.. i dun wan to ask.. coz it'll be way too obvious.. n it probably doesnt matter me.. so unless u wana tell.. i'll juz act as thou i dunoe.. n to tink i tot we were good frenz nearing close frens... i guess we might not be even near good frenz... hur.. so much for me tinking we mite be close frens till old.. hur.. thanks for lying to me time n again.. i juz cant undstnd the need for u to lie when i dun even bother to hide anyting at all.. perhaps if u'r tinking whether i'm toking abt u.. u mite juz be correct.. n tat probably means u hav a guilty conscious more den anyting.. so do wad u deem fit i guess.. since i doubt u need my help nor advice...
another u... obviously no names either.. i dun like to pinpoint ppl..
long time since i last said anyting to u via my posts.. well.. hopefully deep down u've been fine.. dunoe whether wad i c is wad it really is.. bud juz to let u noe im still arnd.. n will be.. till the day the other pair of hands appear to take over?? hahaa.. n juz to let u noe how serious i m abt tis.. i m currently on 2 promises.. one happens to be urs.. n the other is my promise to chiong for fyp to clar.. so sumtimes u dun hav to hav evryting go ur way.. it'll be good to hav sum different options.. so do let me noe if u need anyting.. an ear or a shoulder.. dun be shy.. hahaha..
anymore?? tinking... ala.. tat fail love guy.. dun worry.. go study for ur O lvls.. foreva love will remain as long as u dun giv up on urself.. one day u might get wad u wan.. bud when u finally hav it.. how long r u gg to cherish it b4 u decide tat it's no longer wad u want?? go tink abt it.. maybe its beta tis way.. at least there may be foreva love.. 4 more days... wake up ur idea!!!
