Monday, May 22, 2006 at 18:26
failing love
u asked whats the point of passing evryting if u still end up failing love. i cant tink of a reason to convince u tat there's a point. bud i can tell u there's no point failing love n evryting else. u noe u'r not a failure. a failure wont be able to be the parade commander for the whole sch's UGs.. a failure wont be recognised as the best footdrill cadet in the unit by his own peers.. u will only be a failure if u deem urself to be one.. no matter who say u failure as long as u dun tink tat u r one den u arent one..
failure in love?? nah... u haven failed.. u juz haven succeded... success will come one day as long as u dun stop trying... by giving up on ur studies, it doesnt mean u'r gona succeed in love.. dun use failing love as an excuse to let go of ur studies.. u r capable of getting results.. dun say u not suited to study.. getting 6 for N lvls isnt tat easy either... y u may ask.. y do i care so much as to whether u die for ur Os or not.. its coz i've seen ppl tat i click well wif, enjoyed their company, rot their studies away.. n it in turn partially rot their lifes away... our good senior yc is one.. he rotted his N n O lvls away.. he retook n well, it seems to me it rotted again.. so off he went to the ite n now the army... sure as a person n as a leader he's doing well.. career wise where's it heading?? u may say u dun wish to bother abt ur future now.. maybe to u without love there's no future to tok abt at all.. all tis is juz due to ur depressed state la... ask anyone who's as a bystander n they'r bound to say the same ting... u oso noe u always tok to ppl abt their tis kind of problems.. u shld noe tat as a bystander u'll always c tings more 'clearly' as in u dun hav to use ur mood n emotions to giv advice.. coz when u use such tings.. u dun look at evryting.. u only look at wads making u depressed n urself.. u dun look at ur future.. ur parents.. ur frens.. ppl arnd u.. etc... so when u'r depressed as in the state tat u r in now.. its always advisable to listen to wad others advice u to do n do it.. coz 9 out of 10 times it'll be rite.. dun tell me abt the 1 out of 10 times... its there juz for it to sound convincing.. so my advice as a sound bystander to u is GO AND STUDY HARD FOR YOUR O LEVELS. THE SADDER YOU ARE NOW, THE MORE EFFORT YOU SHOULD PUT IN IN YOUR STUDIES. i've seen our senior fall off, i dun wan u or tat smoker to fall off either... tats y i wan to force him to quit smoking.. u 2 may not be my favourite cadets.. bud u 2 hav been my closest fren cum junior.. so stop treating O lvls as if its nth.. to ur future.. it may be EVERYTING....
