Wednesday, May 31, 2006 at 10:13
αβγδεζλμπρ
oh well.. just to start tings off.. might juz show off my wonderful language skills... the title is as such: α - alpha, β - beta, γ - gamma, δ - delta, ε -epsilon, ζ - zetta, λ - lumda, μ - mu, π - pie, ρ - roll... not bad rite.. i suppose they r greeks.. hahaha.. of coz sum spelling is i anyhow fake out one.. bud the pronouciation is correct.. hahaha.. tis is wad i've learnt in my 2.5yrs in poly so far.. hahahah.. anw monday went sch den went home.. nite oso nv study much of pharmacology.. ytd quiz.. tink gona be a borderline pass.. hahhaa.. sad.. class all aiming A i aiming for C.. den went lib teach biostats till 8.. came home... didi using com all the way till 12 plus.. so i in room watch tv rot n slpt at 12 plus.. den today only 1hr lesson den class ask frasier move to tml so end up no class.. bud i still got gems lata at 1.. sad.. tink by 230 latest end liao lor.. den go home again.. ala.. waste my time travelling.. c how.. dunoe will go out anywhere not.. den juz now 9 plus online till now.. bud dun wan play fm.. coz time to stop le.. even if play oso no point.. nowadays keep play halfway den com hang den nv save game.. abit the sianifying.. so lets juz wait... till sumone is rich enuff to giv me a new com den i play again.. hahaha.. meanwhile lets juz rot online.. after tis shld be gg to bath den walk arnd get ready leave ba.. arnd 1145 like tat leave... really sad man.. for 2.5yrs gg on to 3yrs i hav spent almost everyday close to 3hrs of travelling time.. n most of tis time i spent slping or crapping wif cla or listening to my hp.. really big waste of time.. n tats abt the only complain/regret i hav for choosing my course of study n choice of school.. so ppl staying arnd here wana go SP or NP one consider properly ah.. hhaha..okie.. enuf of discouraging ppl to enter SP.. hahaha.. anw the camp gona be in 2wks time.. till now i noe nth much.. only noe got campfire n the unit coming down.. den all the other programmes not much is known.. sad.. anyone wana tell me who the one in charge of planning the programmes??? rouhui or who?? ala... tis weekend quite free.. sat morning gg back be nadia's fyp subject.. hahaha.. need 12hrs overnite fast den go let them poke my finger take my glucose level n eat wadeva they giv me.. den must sit there 3hrs doing nth.. hahaha.. after tat dunoe doing wad oso.. i miss soccer.. possible to arrange it tis sat?? i dunoe.. hahaha.. end up oso i smsing evryone.. ala.. c how la.. hahhaa. tot of gg to yc hse stay overnite.. can play w11 n oso plan the camp.. bud oso dunoe how.. anw ytd transferred $100 to his acc... lend him first.. he get pay on 10th den return me.. his bday oso coming up liao... nchs sec4s u all wan share money buy him present?? i got a very good idea... juz tat its a little expensive n need u all to share.. hahaha.. he is in need of a vacuum cleaner.. hahaha.. n those no money to contribute one u can contribute ur sweat by cleaning up his room for him.. hahaha.. interested plz let me noe.. best is via sms.. nowadays dunoe can come online not... coz sec sch n jc all holz liao bro n sis at home.. sumore tink end of june sister coming back from france.. yes ppl.. i hav a sister in france now.. hahhaa.. n no.. i m NOT rich.. hahahaa.. so com gona be quite used up.. best is got anyone rich enuf to giv me a new com.. hahaha.. i noe i noe.. 2nd time i mentioning it in tis post.. hahaha.. its supposed to be in my "needs list" at the side of tis blog if i not wrong.. hahaha.. ala... wad to do.. i m always so poor.. hopefully get the 1000 bursary beta still 1500 scholarship.. bud doubt will spend it on com oso.. maybe offer it to my parents to buy tix to go france wif my sis.. let them go on holz.. let them sit the big bird.. hahhaa.. nxt time i old liao den slowly go find chance sit big bird.. oh juz rmbed.. my fav cadet now in china.. hahaha.. nxt wed den coming back.. hahaha.. sad.. another one who sitted big bird b4.. hahaha.. den clar oso gg hongkong nxt week.. another one sit big bird.. sumore is sit b4 alr one.. ala.. i can only fly kite.. be the indian chief at the camp n fly kite... fly kite, fly kite, all the rest can go fly kite!! hahhaa.. tats part of a cheer during CLS FO camp i tink.. nice cheer k.. bud danisco one still best.. hahaa.. sumore i came up wif the grp name one.. hahahhaa.. k la.. super long piece of crap liao.. gotta go soon.. i c lots of zzzz arnd here.. hahahha.. buaiii
Sunday, May 28, 2006 at 19:32
introductory pharmacology
okie.. so tis module the quiz is on tue.. hahaha.. 50 t/f qns plus 2 essay... ala.. whole term not listening.. hahaha.. die liao... juz now studied abit.. lata or tml c how lor.. hahaha.. ytd went out in afternn.. take mrt to payalebar den go marine parade mac.. teach biostats n immuno to the wall till 7 den go parkway eat.. sumhow sum mystical force led me to pastamania.. hahaha.. eat finish den walk to paya lebar mrt den take train home.. at nite play fm on the fone teach imuno oso.. till 3... hahaha.. den slp.. morning too early wake up.. play com awhile den 1 like tat slpt.. tat was halfway thru studying.. hahaha.. den wake up arnd 4 continue studying.. hahah.. now juz played fm lata gg study again.. hahaha
Friday, May 26, 2006 at 00:32
one too many
okie.. so a quick update b4 i start bombing all my tots here... wed went gems.. play the straw nest game again.. hahaha.. not bad.. our egg survived.. lol... den went home... today go sch... medmicro test... study meant reading thru.. hahhaa.. luckily quite okie the quiz.. shld be can pass... den during medmicro prac scratched my hand.. stupid sink.. now my forefinger there got a 2 to 3 cm scar.. hahhaa.. still okie la.. only bath den pain.. den after sch went lib.. teach mandy biostats.. okie.. mostly forgotten oso.. hahaha.. den go fc2 eat den go home liao.. den reached sengkang decided call rou hui c they at CP not coz afternn was told camp changed to ltc liao.. so tot maybe go ask them wad the update.. hahhaa.. end up go bk find them den over there i got my post for the camp.. ala.. dun say first.. hahaha.. wait other time den announce.. sad post.. hahhaa.. anyway the post is juz for show.. end up i hope i will do tings.. lol.. den walk wif kw to his hse there.. walk the pasar malam den end up walk one big rnd arnd the estate coz he forget buy the saugage n dun wan turn back.. so tok abit of tings again.. can say is abt the same old ting except sum abt the camp.. den chiong home watch lost.. missed 15mins.. bud today recap nia so lucky i nv miss much of the story line.. tml gg sch den after tat got to find woo den need learn draw blood using butterfly needle n oso how to extract the gDNA from the wbc.. hahaha.. dunoe gg last how long.. after tat either in sch or go clar hse do datasheets.. hope by 8 reach home la.. long week i feel.. 2 quizzes.. hahaha.. so tats abt all now.. lets jump to tots for the week/month/year...
first abt st gabs rcy...
really glad to c lyon's testi for raymon juz now in frenster.. can c tat they'r united in crapping together.. btw they were the chairpersons after nico.. so yea.. they'r one yr apart.. of coz i noe i aint close there.. wad can i say.. after i left, i left.. i left without anyting significant except feeling frustrated tat parents tink i waste their children's time.. great.. hahaha.. so tats abt all to say for them...
nxt abt the 'meeting' at bk juz now..
oh well.. i guess when i look here n there n discover i m really out of evryting.. red cross is the only place i feel at home.. anyway its been a long long time i've said i'm leaving.. so yea i m.. tis camp will be the last of the last i guess.. hahha.. no.. dun ask me to stay if u r tinking of.. coz i mite.. hahaha.. n i shldnt.. over means over.. i've brought u ppl till tis point.. i cant stay on.. much as my physical goes missing.. my emotional will only fade wif time.. so dun worry abt looking for me if there's any problems.. n well.. i guess tis isnt really much abt the meeting eh.. hahaha..
u... n im not naming who...
so i guess i juz happened to predict correctly of wad will happen eh.. probably u dunoe tat i noe yet.. maybe one day u mite.. i dunoe.. dun really wish to tell u tat i noe.. coz it'll juz lead to other tings.. anyway it left me confused.. it left me tinking for a long long time.. juz wad the hell r u doing.. u said u noe wad u'r doing.. n when i saw wad i saw.. i doubt tat statement yet again.. maybe u hav ur own tinking.. maybe u'r juz trying to help.. i dunoe unless u let me noe.. i dun wan to ask.. coz it'll be way too obvious.. n it probably doesnt matter me.. so unless u wana tell.. i'll juz act as thou i dunoe.. n to tink i tot we were good frenz nearing close frens... i guess we might not be even near good frenz... hur.. so much for me tinking we mite be close frens till old.. hur.. thanks for lying to me time n again.. i juz cant undstnd the need for u to lie when i dun even bother to hide anyting at all.. perhaps if u'r tinking whether i'm toking abt u.. u mite juz be correct.. n tat probably means u hav a guilty conscious more den anyting.. so do wad u deem fit i guess.. since i doubt u need my help nor advice...
another u... obviously no names either.. i dun like to pinpoint ppl..
long time since i last said anyting to u via my posts.. well.. hopefully deep down u've been fine.. dunoe whether wad i c is wad it really is.. bud juz to let u noe im still arnd.. n will be.. till the day the other pair of hands appear to take over?? hahaa.. n juz to let u noe how serious i m abt tis.. i m currently on 2 promises.. one happens to be urs.. n the other is my promise to chiong for fyp to clar.. so sumtimes u dun hav to hav evryting go ur way.. it'll be good to hav sum different options.. so do let me noe if u need anyting.. an ear or a shoulder.. dun be shy.. hahaha..
anymore?? tinking... ala.. tat fail love guy.. dun worry.. go study for ur O lvls.. foreva love will remain as long as u dun giv up on urself.. one day u might get wad u wan.. bud when u finally hav it.. how long r u gg to cherish it b4 u decide tat it's no longer wad u want?? go tink abt it.. maybe its beta tis way.. at least there may be foreva love.. 4 more days... wake up ur idea!!!
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 at 22:27
have you ever wonder
okie.. so juz to update abit on wad happening.. sunday forgot got update b4 not.. bud did nth much i tink.. rot n rot.. monday went sch.. had histo quiz early morning.. n oh ya.. sunday nite supposed to study end up frm 7 watch tv all the way till 1.30.. hahaha.. end up histo txtbk read half only.. n is read.. hahhaa.. den the quiz on mon was bad.. gona fail it or juz pass if the true false i guess correct alot.. hahhaa.. giving up on tis bloody module.. ms phoon oso noe i sian liao.. hahaha.. den after sch went home blah.. today go first period histo pract.. got pract test sumore.. first part is oral quiz.. ms phoon ask qns one by one at a room... end up i go in she ask me "how many books did u read to prepare for tis quiz' i wanted say none bud like no giv face to her so say 'txtbk lor'.. hahaha.. den she like sian diao den oso ask me the qns all i din read one.. so cant bothered to bring txtbk in oso so juz anyhow guess.. guess till she pek chek den i come out.. got follow up qns to find up on i oso nv care much.. den end of prac left me haven follow up den she ask isit i wana giv up liao i say anyting lor.. hahaha.. den in the end got giv sum lame ans la.. oso guessing again.. hahaha.. tink gone liao la.. juz hope dun fwd... get D nvm.. hahhaa.. let it be my first D for 3yrs.. den after sch go lib wait for mandy.. supposed to teach her biostats.. end up the proj rm book at 6 plus de.. den we 5 plus go hijack another room she study bia first den after tat go eat mac den go the booked room.. end up the com fark one cant open any prog.. hahaha.. so do bia again.. hahhaa.. she only ask me once in a while n i oso c c once in a while reply nia.. hahhaa.. den after tat come home liao.. lata dunoe wan do wad oso.. got alot tings need do... bud i feel got alot of time oso.. hahaha. end up will all the time gone n nth is done.. hahhaa.. tats all la... my prev post the owner, keep tinking.. tink tink tink.. u'll become clear one day.. hahaha.. tats abt all.... tml gems got ica.. build straw nest.. shitter.. hahaha
Monday, May 22, 2006 at 18:26
failing love
u asked whats the point of passing evryting if u still end up failing love. i cant tink of a reason to convince u tat there's a point. bud i can tell u there's no point failing love n evryting else. u noe u'r not a failure. a failure wont be able to be the parade commander for the whole sch's UGs.. a failure wont be recognised as the best footdrill cadet in the unit by his own peers.. u will only be a failure if u deem urself to be one.. no matter who say u failure as long as u dun tink tat u r one den u arent one..
failure in love?? nah... u haven failed.. u juz haven succeded... success will come one day as long as u dun stop trying... by giving up on ur studies, it doesnt mean u'r gona succeed in love.. dun use failing love as an excuse to let go of ur studies.. u r capable of getting results.. dun say u not suited to study.. getting 6 for N lvls isnt tat easy either... y u may ask.. y do i care so much as to whether u die for ur Os or not.. its coz i've seen ppl tat i click well wif, enjoyed their company, rot their studies away.. n it in turn partially rot their lifes away... our good senior yc is one.. he rotted his N n O lvls away.. he retook n well, it seems to me it rotted again.. so off he went to the ite n now the army... sure as a person n as a leader he's doing well.. career wise where's it heading?? u may say u dun wish to bother abt ur future now.. maybe to u without love there's no future to tok abt at all.. all tis is juz due to ur depressed state la... ask anyone who's as a bystander n they'r bound to say the same ting... u oso noe u always tok to ppl abt their tis kind of problems.. u shld noe tat as a bystander u'll always c tings more 'clearly' as in u dun hav to use ur mood n emotions to giv advice.. coz when u use such tings.. u dun look at evryting.. u only look at wads making u depressed n urself.. u dun look at ur future.. ur parents.. ur frens.. ppl arnd u.. etc... so when u'r depressed as in the state tat u r in now.. its always advisable to listen to wad others advice u to do n do it.. coz 9 out of 10 times it'll be rite.. dun tell me abt the 1 out of 10 times... its there juz for it to sound convincing.. so my advice as a sound bystander to u is GO AND STUDY HARD FOR YOUR O LEVELS. THE SADDER YOU ARE NOW, THE MORE EFFORT YOU SHOULD PUT IN IN YOUR STUDIES. i've seen our senior fall off, i dun wan u or tat smoker to fall off either... tats y i wan to force him to quit smoking.. u 2 may not be my favourite cadets.. bud u 2 hav been my closest fren cum junior.. so stop treating O lvls as if its nth.. to ur future.. it may be EVERYTING....
Sunday, May 21, 2006 at 01:28
here n there
sat.. early morning wake up.. end up kena scolded.. double team sumore.. nvm.. i keep quiet.. sumore the ting is i wake up to go to sumting tat i dun hav to go to.. nvm.. go liao.. sit there frm 945 til 1045 listen to useless statistics... still tot got wad secrets gg to be in the presentation.. ala... waste my time.. den walk to potong pasir mrt... saw 2 indian ladies trying pick up the drain cover to get wadeva tat drop in.. so tot i go help awhile.. end up the cover dunoe y canot lift all the way out one.. lift till finger got cut.. worst of all is i look inside they still hao yi shi tell me 1 dollar drop in.. kns... den quickly run away liao coz papa reaching.. came home.. play fm afternn slp.. evening blah blah read abit of histo.. den play fm.. den now blog.. lata either histo or slp.. tml histo... n more histo.. hope tml can dun play fm.. hurhur.. juz humouring myself.. haiz.. monday die liao.. tis one can aim for pass can le.. hahhaa.. tats all...
here n there.. the difference a 't' makes.. hai.. i was here, u were there. u were here, i was there. it was nv meant to be. a song wif no title. a house with little shine. people walking here n there. who will understand what is going through my mind when i myself doesnt. what r all tis tat u'r reading. i hav no idea either. juz typing wadeva tat i tink sounds nice. anyway pretty fucked up by my parents. she juz cant stop toking abt the electricity bill. maybe i shld juz go camp sum place to save her tat 2oo per month.. i still love my puma so. the shorts is terrific. the shoe sucks. blisters n keratin all over my feet. time to look for puma socks. hahaha.. ala... fucked up.. evryting's in shabbles.. i look here, its bad. i look there, its as bad. i look elsewhere, its worse. only one place left looking not tat hopeless.. hope it doesnt get worse... june.. so looking forward to it?? nah.. looking forward to 2007.. the yr my life goes on a 2yr holz.. so so so looking forward to 2012.. the yr my life goes on a freefall holz... so looking forward to 2036.. the yr singapore goes to world cup finals... btw 2010 was their target.. hahaa.. oh ya.. speaking of singapore.. i've got the national athem liao.. too bad cant find red cross song... anyway super grateful to red cross for letting me noe yu ching, qing wei n kian wei.. tis 3 r perhaps the closest frens/seniors/juniors i'll eva hav frm red cross.. nope i will not go on n say "luv ya guys"... i aint tat gay.. hahahha.. tats abt all.. tis random paragraph is not meant to be taken as a whole.. one sentence may be totally no link to the prev or the nxt.. so happy deciphering.. hahaha
Saturday, May 20, 2006 at 01:03
the full stop has been penciled.
so where did i stop?? wed.. so thur went sch... came home.. watch lost2 n slpt.. hahhaa.. 1130 alr slp liao.. still its late.. not enuf slp yet.. wed n thur add only 7.5hrs slp.. tonite oso not much left liao.. tml still need go cedar early morning for my meimei's meet-the-PARENTS cum option tok.. boliao la.. hahaha.. den today went sch.. find woo for fyp... went nchs... took sec1s for lots of spoon-feeding.. took bloody foto... really sad tat my 2 gay partners dun wan stand at side n mr rahim cant find seats for them on the bench.. hahaha.. took sumore footdrill wif sec1s... toked sum shit to sec1s abt camp.. dismissal n go kfc... b4 tat when go rc room den come down liao gg off tat time head start to pain.. must be lack of water.. anyway oso gg fall sick soon oso no diff la.. hahhaa.. now alr sore throat gg hav phelm soon... go kfc wif rh, kw, aud n amira... eat shrooms equals nv eat.. after tat eat 2nd rnd oso eat equals nv eat.. den sit n read the proposal.. well.. okie lor.. tis format of proposal i like 3 4 yrs ago use one den evryone keep following... time to edit la.. i oso dun like the format at all.. hahaha... bud details wise still okie.. seriously once again the camp feels hollow.. hahaha.. maybe shldnt be saying it here in case cadets c bud yea... dun worry cadets.. by the actual day u wont find it hollow at all... hahaha.. eat finish tok lame jokes wif jw n jam.. 2 hopeless lamers.. all the jokes i hear b4 one.. cant stand them.. hahaha.. den go home.. walk wif kw go his hse there.. at void deck tok abt 1hr.. tok mostly abt love n steading... stop being anti-steading la u.. hahhaha.. anyway some personal tots abt tis issue since i'm here.. love?? fake perhaps.. or imaginative.. hahhaa.. stead?? companion-wise ba.. hahhaa.. marriage?? communication-wise.. summary?? dun plan too far ahead.. hahahha.. so after tat he go liao den i go home.. came home bath etc den online.. ala.. ytd i 9 offline den after tat i became so popular evryone keep tagging me.. hahaha... ala.. tats abt all la.. tat mandy beta pass her basic theory tml.. den quickly go learn prac n pass the test in first try.. hahaha.. den get a car n start driving me arnd.. hehehhee.. juz trying to act gay.. hahaha.. anyway discovered nowadays i listen songs can both english chi.. bud when go nchs liao den gg home usually prefer to skip the eng ones.. no apparent reasons to explain it yet thou.. hahhaa.. nxt time i'll appear will be either the special training if there' s one or the camp itself.. oh well... its so late... my bed's calling me.. my body's calling my bed.. my brain's sumwhere drinking coffee thou.. hahhaa.. lets go.. wkend gona study histo n medmicro like mad.. monday sure die.. hahaha
u dun hav to be sad wif the way tings hav turned out.. yes i will avoid u.. no its not coz its u.. its my logic of keeping distance from attached ppl.. ie. frog.. hahhaa... coz i wont do wad i wish others wont do to me... so yea.. tink hard abt tis statement n u MAY understand.. no hard feelings... u juz gotta move on wif ur life... dun bother abt me.. i wont die.. hahaha.. the present, well... wad matters is its in ur hands.. doesnt matter to me how it got there.. hahaha
Thursday, May 18, 2006 at 00:24
poseidon
In white and blue,
Boys full of mirth and life.
From early morn,
We flood the green playground.
In every hall,
Soon starts the daily strive.
Of school routine,
Lessons and work all round.
With spirits bright,
Our will well gladly bracing.
From teachers' kind,
We learn what's good and right.
We thus to hope,
To attain with God's blessings.
Virtue and Truth,
Virtue and Truth of life's true beacon light.
Saint Gabriel's school dear,
Here willing hearts behold.
When duty call rings clear,
Mid sorrow as through joy.
For Singapore and God,
For justice to uphold.
Let us live and thus prove,
Saint Gabriel's Boys.
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copyrighted: Saint Gabriel's Secondary School
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so today went sch... den went lib find mandy after class.. do her datasheet den go ps... walked arnd look for present.. found one.. design is OKAY... bud price is like....... den after tat went to atrium sakae eat buffet... ppl pls dun go to citylink mall n atrium sakae for buffets... its different from the other outlets!! not ideal at all.. hahaha.. den eat till 5 plus walk to OG den walk back den go watch poseidon.. ala.. the show wad can i say.. behind okie.. starting b4 the ship kena tsuanmi whack i was slping lar... first time i really fall aslp in cinema k.. hahhaa.. bud after tsuanmi i awake all the way liao.. hahaha.. finish came home.. now rotting waiting for champions league final at 235.. tonite not slping.. tml sumore whole day till 530... sad.. sumore tml nite got lost at 10 so cant slp early oso.. hahha.. lata on maybe gg do histo or haem datasheet ba.. since if i fri go nchs means not gg clar hse tis wk den need separate do... okie.. there was supposed to be alot more to be said.. cant tink of them rite now.. hahhaa.. anyway ppl.. after my ns if i'm still fat means i gg to be fat till i die.. if i can slim down in ns means good.. hahhaa.. coz i alr tink thru le.. now till ns sure not much time to chiong liao.. hahhaa.. resigned to failing my napfa n thus gg in 1mth early n ROD 1mth lata den others... sad... hahhaa.. not much la.. anw the above lyrics is my sec sch song.. hahaha.. i got the instrumental song.. tats y put here.. now gg to find national athem put in my fone oso.. hahhaa.. if got put red cross song oso.. hahahhaa..
Tuesday, May 16, 2006 at 19:45
happy blahsday
okie... so today is 16th may.. so happy birthday jiayi.. hahhaa..
so ytd did nth of significance... go sch come home blah blah.. today went sch.. after haem decided to pon the rest n go home.. coz last nite watch survivor den arnd 230 den slp morning 630 wake up liao... den today in sch head abit pain n since is OC n pharmaco oso nth much so go home lor.. den went srgn cut hair.. at srgn station the helen mok go call me.. hahhaa.. ask me y i pon her lesson... den came home.. slp.. juz now wake up.. juz finished medmicro datasheet... still got bloodbank datasheet need do.. tml shld be gg sch la.. haha.. afternn most prob gg out find the present.. den maybe watching poisedom.. all i can say is i aint interested in tat damn show at all.. hahhaa.. impression is there's gg to be alot of dark scenes.. hahhaa..
anyway juz now afternn was pretty f up.. initially decided to start another blog n crap evryting abt it bud after the slp i've mostly forgotten wad i wan to shoot liao.. so shant bother.. hahhaa.. tats abt all la.. tis 2 wks gg be damn busy.. nxt wk mon to thur all got ica/quiz... can kill.. following wk oso got 3 quiz.. tis fri maybe gg nchs.. maybe not.. we'll c how it goes.. bud if i probably dun turn up tis fri means the camp will be the nxt n last time i turn up ba.. time to let go.. like wad yc said... its always beta not to be too close to the cadets.. n since i cant reverse the closeness.. guess i can only reverse the cadets part.. hahahha... anyway nurul.. i aint tat good a listener.. i juz plan well wif wad comes out of me.. hahaha
Sunday, May 14, 2006 at 10:47
never say never
so was suddenly tinking to myself abt certain tings.. struck me tat almost at least once in a while all of us will begin to wonder wads the point of having a blog alive.. is there really anyone visiting n reading it.. for me.. i believe there'll always be ppl who visit my blog.. the big problem is does anyone really read every word tat i type? hahaha.. coz yea sure.. i noe wad i did n wadeva doesnt interest u ppl.. hahhaa.. bud my main purpose of tis blog is to help me rmb wad i did wad.. hahaha.. thou certain tings like WHAT I ATE n HOW MUCH IT COST doesnt really matter.. hahhaa.. well.. wad to do.. if dun write tat den got nth to write liao wad.. hahaha.. oh well ppl.. dun worry la.. ur blogs will foreva hav ppl gg if u hav given it to others.. no one making comments doesnt mean no one read.. it juz mean there's nth much to comment abt.. hahaha.. ala sad... all the blogs dying liao.. the one tat is good, well is no longer at the same address n the owner doesnt want to giv me the new one.. hahaha.. could search for it if i wan.. bud dun tink i will.. hahhaa...
so today is mother's day.. early morning 8 wake up by parents.. hahaha.. all went out eat.. tink maybe coz tonite mama working or wad ba.. waste my time last nite.. hahhaa.. i still go plan wif my meimei today the plan.. end up no need plan.. haha.. btw.. yc go call ur mum n wish her mother's day.. hahaha.. back to topic.. so went to tiong bahru there eat bak ku teh.. ala.. okie lor.. haha.. den after tat came back liao.. past 1hr or so reading newspapers.. tink after tis ideally i would wan to go do tutorials etc bud tink i will end up playing fm.. hahhaa. shant tok abt my fm game.. if not tink only yc will be interested in wad i say.. hahhaa.. tink today whole day gg camp at home.. maybe afternn or evening go CP or wad withdraw the 200 lor.. hahhaa... maybe start looking for wad to buy oso.. more or less decided le.. bud depends on whether can find any tat i tink is nice n suits.. hahhaha.. tats abt all la..
all who hav read tis post n haven wished ur mum happy mama day, plz go n do so... thou i doubt i will do it.. hahhaha.. i juz luv being reserved.. hahhaha
Saturday, May 13, 2006 at 18:27
pressure
so lets c... thur went jere hse play winning eleven 10 at nite.. oso played wwe smackdown vs raw 2oo6.. sad la.. if i got ps2 i tink basically i will rot whole day n nite in front of the ps2.. hhaha.. den fri arnd noon went clar hse do all the datasheets.. do til 7 like tat.. e histo prac assignments really boring sia.. got pre prac n post prac.. evry wk need do one each.. can kill la.. hahaa.. den nite rot.. den got discussion abt OC grp presentation at msn.. due to sudden popularity.. i couldnt get involved much.. ahhaha. den end liao den i tot of sum ideas.. hahhaa.. dunoe how.. maybe tml go work on them.. if not forget it.. pass can liao.. hahaa.. den survivor v sad.. terry lost 2 challenges in a row.. sad sia.. now he n aries sure in final 3.. die la.. the challenge how he win.. if aries win means he out liao for sure.. haha.. sad... go terry!! monday final episode le.. hahhaa.. den today morning wake up arnd 9 den do medmicro datasheet... do halfway need go out liao.. den went cousin hse at cck there.. his twins children full month.. go eat buffet.. hahaha.. eat liao den we 3 keep at the baby there den my meimei n didi keep taking their foto.. ahaha.. den after tat come home liao.. juz now till now played fm.. now tink gg offline le.. lata maybe slp first.. den lata at nite study liao.. tis wkend hopefully can at home read up abit.. haha.. den tml mama's day.. tink no present or anyting ba.. den maybe tml go withdraw 200 den spilt half each to papa mama lor.. from my pay at quest.. haha.. c how la.. long ago decided giv them one.. den tml dunoe at nite gg out eat not.. sure damn alot ppl.. haha.. tats abt all la.. yawns.. yea its boring.. hahhaa.. anyway still need go tink of wad to get.. got an idea.. bud dunoe will be considered practical not.. tink wont la.. hahaha.. c how it goes.. hahah.. qw.. ur deadline is reaching.. hahaha
Friday, May 12, 2006 at 22:10
from an email:
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.
bolded means agreed.. hahhaa
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 at 23:27
life can only be....
life can only be understood backwards, BUT be lived forward.
life the interpreting n understanding for u ppl to tink abt it.. its meaningful.. heard it from a video clip tat helen mok was showing us abt graduate speakers..
so tat day had haem quiz.. quite cham.. tink wont score as well as bloodbank.. den tis quiz fraser take back ownself mark.. so dunoe the marks yet.. den after sch went CP walk arnd if i not wrong.. yup.. correct.. went royal sporting hse.. supposed to look for the puma belt show clar.. in the end nv sell.. den saw got puma shorts on offer.. hahaha.. arnd 20.. so looked arnd.. found quite a few my size one.. so went try.. den bought one... $20.30.. original 29.. hahhaa.. not bad la.. got another design one bud the puma too big at the back.. hahaha.. yea yea.. i noe u must be tinking i'm puma-mad.. hahaha.. its nice k.. its now the 3rd popular sports brand behind addidas n nike.. soon it'll overtake them!! hahhaa..
so today went sch earlier for prac.. coz tml's cancelled.. den break go lib.. n the day went blah blah blah.. den after gems need go for mindef dialouge session.. basically i sit there n nod head nia.. hahhaa.. the small grp i was in alr so many fos ppl offering all kinds of rubbish so i juz tiam tiam lor.. den when gg end the PTI gave sum tips on how to train for NAPFA.. not bad la.. if whole ting is hear the tips i even more happy.. haha.. den after tat got refreshment.. wah lan eh.. din expect so high class stuffs.. bud eat abit den go liao.. coz evryone oso leaving den like very weird left 2 to 3 ppl stand there eat.. hahaha.. sad.. good food okie.. ahhaa.. tats abt all la.. tml after sch maybe gg bugis there.. den nite gg jere hse play winning eleven 10.. hahaa.. he go buy new version.. den fri tink from his hse straight go clar hse do all the datasheets lor.. sat gg cousin hse i tink.. papa say his baby full month.. den sun dunoe celebrating mama day not.. c how it goes... no present for mama tis yr.. tink past few yrs oso nth la.. hahaha..
so i'm supposed to lend yipchun $50 to help clear his hp bills.. ala.. must learn to control ur sms n calls la.. even thou like wad u said sum r bo bian one.. the others can niao one den niao lor.. hahaha.. oso supposed to get lots of money soon.. from all my bettors.. hahaha.. oh ya.. juz now came home den went out buy dinner again.. den at opp srgn stadium there i buy soccer again.. hahaha.. middlesbrough.. $5.. if HT/FT is Away/Home i win $90... den the 2 forgetful bettors can no need pay me the money.. so faster go pray for sevilla n middlesbrough ah.. hahaha.. chances r i wont win la.. hahaha.. so after praying start tinking of how to return me the money.. hahaha..
so there isnt much else to blog about.. perhaps first time c so many paragraphs in 1 post.. hahha.. haiz... anyway i'm juz so looking fwd to my NS.. at least no more fucked up classmates.. no more tiresome datasheets n assignments.. blahs~
Monday, May 08, 2006 at 18:13
quiz again
kk... long time nv update le.. so sat there wasnt any tennis.. hahhaa.. early morning went gym wif jeremy... so my weight is still at 100.3kg.. sad.. den after tat come home slp play com wadeva till nite.. den after tat elections results.. so bloody slow.. from 10 wait till 1 plus den end.. so only mr chiam n mr low win their wards.. not bad la.. 5yrs time my turn.. hahaha.. den sunday went out wif mandy.. go marine parade lib.. 2 to 4 plus.. after tat walk to ecp.. den from one end of ecp walk to other end of ecp coz sum dumb ppl wif big legs wan find her blades.. so reaching tat time saw fraser at the hawker.. hahhaa.. den go the shop.. dun hav her size.. waste my time.. den took cab to parkway den go eat pastamania.. $8!! sad.. eat equals nv eat again.. den after tat walk arnd den go home liao.. den is from parkway walk to her hse liao den walk to payalebar mrt there to take 70.. saving money.. dun wan transfer bus.. hahaha.. den today nth much go sch.. n tis few days freaking hot... very very hot weather.. gona die soon.. atmosphere depleting.. hahaha.. tml got haem2 quiz... sian.. sort of read half of it le.. lata continue.. den nowadays in sch lots of tings to do bud i keep forgetting.. hahaha.. ala.. tink nth much liao.. blahs.
Friday, May 05, 2006 at 15:01
friday
so tue went out at nite go hougang point teach yipchun chem.. den coming home tat time qw ask me go teach him maths.. hahhaa.. too late.. so din go.. den wed after gems go rivervale plaza teach qw chem.. den ytd came home supposed to study for bloodbank quiz today.. end up dint coz was reading a blog from 8 till 11 plus.. inbtwn watched lost2.. den today nth much.. now at clar hse doing histo prac n bloodbank prac.. quiz was okie.. got 42 out of 50...
there's alot i wan to tell u.. bud i believe it wont help tings... so i guess i'll juz say thanks again.. for bringing me back down to earth.. so is tml's tennis still on?
Tuesday, May 02, 2006 at 18:40
loss
we lose things throughout our life.
we lose cells lining the walls of our gastro-intestinal tract as food moves through our digestive system. we lose the surface layers of our skin through the various activities we go through everyday. we lose our hair as the strong wind blows by. yet these loses, we do not feel. we do not cry n howl over them, we might not even batter our eyelids for them. why. because they do not mean much to us.
we know one day we will lose our memory as time goes by. yet we do not feel for it. why. because we know it has yet to come.
we lose friends as time goes by. we lose the close feelings that we once had for each other. we lose loved ones when they decide that they no longer love us as they did. we lose family members as they move on to another part of life. we lose things that are so meaningful to us, for example, memories. wonderful memories of things that you did with the people u care. events that happened that made a change to our life. these loses, we feel. why. because they mean alot to us. because we know that when we have lost them, they'll no longer be ours.
losing things are part of life. it has been well documented as stated above. what we have to accept is the fact that no matter how much we try, certain things are just out of our control. no matter how much we try to hold onto it, what's not ours will not be ours. no, we do not have to learn to let go. letting go is as good as losing yet another part of us. what we have to learn is to move on.
moving on is never easy, thats why we have friends. friends are always around to help us. never mind if the one u preferred isn't available, what matters most is that there's still someone there. crying helps to smooth the tension within us. it only helps this much. talking with our friend helps alot more than crying. feeling hurt is inevitable. yet inflicting pain upon yourself to distract you of the hurt that you feel will not help. the most it can do is yet leave more scars to remind you of what you've been through. maybe to you it may be some form of relieve, but that's only because you haven't tried talking. as much as i would like it to be, i'm afraid not everyone will be a good friend to talk to. so do not just go around talking to everyone hoping to feel better, because in the end it may even backfire. if you ever do have the need to call someone to talk to, you do not have to scroll through your phonebook. just look for my name and give me a call. i wont promise i'll be totally awake if you're calling in the middle of the night, but i promise if you try hard enough to wake me up, i'll be there for you, as a friend.
Monday, May 01, 2006 at 23:46
labour day
so its labour day... first of may...
so wads in store in may?? lets review:
10th may my mei's bday.. sad.. knew her when i was sec 3 n she p6.. hahaha.. den now alr nv contact le.. the last time was arnd 6mths ago when i went hougang n tot tat i walked past her.. so smsed her n ask.. hahaha.. tink maybe juz sms her on her bday n say happy bday ba.. so fast she gg for o levels le.. hahaha.. time flies... really fast..
16th may tat shanghai cat bday... ala... still owe her one treat.. coz she topped her class for eng... oh well... a bet's a bet... wad to do.. oh well.. tink maybe treat when they come jalan kayu eat prata whenever tat is.. hahaha.. anyway 16th may big day for qw oso.. hahhaa.. really wish tat u'll quit smoking for good.. i wont be doing tis if its okie for u.. i noe its harmful to ur body n tats y i'm forcing u to quit... if hanging arnd wif ur frens will not help u in quitting.. den u gotta decide n make a choice... it isnt tat no1else's willing to accept u as their frens.. u juz gotta try...
wad else?? i guess may's pretty nth.. hahha.. of coz lots of quizzes n assignments will be dued... coz will be nearer the 3wks holz at end of may... so will be busy.. den tis 2wks probably busy wif qw n yc ba... teaching them chem.. hahhaa.. den after tat will probably be assignments n assignments.. as for the camp planning n preparations... c how it goes.. will appear if i can make it.. might not appear if i dun feel like it thou.. hahhaa.. chances of me being present at the camp r currently at 70%yes-30%no... hahaha.. anyway made a bet wif my favorite cadet juz now.. her end of yr emaths will pass.. if not i owe her kfc shrooms meal.. hahhaa.. dunoe y bet so small.. when she said she very confident she will fail.. n keep say no money.. hahhaa.. ppl who trying to guess who she is... happy guessing.. hahhaa.. or maybe she already had showed off to others tat i said she's my favorite cadet.. hahaha.. so tink nth much liao.. lets juz update abit of ongoings..
ytd at home... den afternn went gym wif jeremy.. wanted play badminton bud courts fully booked.. so juz went gym... omg.. my weight has indeed gone back to 3digits.. hahaha.. 100.5kg.. sad... den after tat go his hse watched scary movie3 vcd in like 1hr.. hahaha.. coz he watch b4 liao den he oso gg go out soon.. so we fastfwd parts of it.. hahha.. den buy dinner for family den come home le... today went out arnd noon.. go payalebar teach mandy imuno.. hahhaa.. mostly forget liao... den after tat go parkway.. waste my time.. anyway saw a puma belt.. got white, black n pink one.. tinking of buying the pink one.. hahahhaha.. for myself!! lol... c how la.. hahha.. puma family.. hahaha.. nowadays so many puma ppl on the streets.. puma shirts, puma bags, puma shoes.. hahhaa.. so happy i'm part of tat family.. hahaha.. n i'm one of those earlier 'members'.. hahaha.. den after tat went eat hans... 9.80.. shit sia.. hahhaa.. ppl gg tok abt food n money again.. hahaha.. den after tat came home le.. halfway at lorong lewlian buy dinner for family again.. dunoe y they cant be bothered to cross the road n buy themselves.. hahaha.. hopeless brother n sister i hav.. cant blame my father thou.. he's done alot alr.. den nth liao lor.. go liao la.. tml morning got histo pract.. hahhaa..