Sunday, April 23, 2006 at 23:55
sunday the 23rd...
lets c... thur didnt go to cf's pub... coz wanted watch lost n no money pay oso.. hahhaa.. den fri went sch... came home after having 2 rnds of lunch... den went cf's chalet at coastal sands pasir ris... les dumb la... say go early we start fire n bbq first... end up we 2 over there like idiots sit one side.. hahaha.. den cf say no bbq.. den cf n his poly frenz there mah... den i n les anti-social.. i guess st gabs ppl juz dun like socialising.. hahaha.. den after tat arnd 7 cf cater the food come.. ala... illegal catering sumore.. hahaha.. den set up liao i n les take the food eat... coz oso nth to do mah... den we sit at the floor juz outside the door.. hahhaa.. once again we 2 only la... den wait n wait.. den jeremy arnd 8 plus reached... den we 3 go inside n sit... play big2 awhile den watch the 9 show... den rena oso come... den continue to anti-social sumore... hahaha... den yy came oso la... bud he is more towards stick wif the SP ppl... den chee wee came oso... den me n jere very sian liao... so decided to chao... den juz nice liting coming.. so we 2 n les go the front gate there... den she alite den i n jere take tat cab.. hahaha.. den go jere hse coz he got new ps2... got winning eleven mah.. den i oso dun wan go home since alr said not gg home... den i spent all $10 i brought out... damn broke now... den played till arnd 3 plus den we slpt... morning 10 plus den wake up.. hahaha.. den after tat played till arnd 12 i go home.. den afternn play fm den kena fly aeroplane... den lalala till slp... den today wake up arnd 11 plus... played fm till arnd 2 plus den go out.. went jere hse.. supposed to go gym.. end up both oso no money in wallet.. so nv go.. hahaha.. den play winning eleven again till arnd 5... left go mandy hse... to watch my survivor.. haha.. den watched finish come home... lalala till now... juz now watched apprentice... randal win.. hahahha.. bud his parting statement very funny... tis is the apprentice... not the apprentii.. hahahha... den lata gg slp tml go sch blahs blahs blahs... hahhaha... basically tats abt all... for ppl who hav alr fallen aslp, i recommand tat u take a quick look thru my paragraphs first in the future n skip such paragraphs.. coz my main purpose of tis blog is to help me rmb tings tat i've done.. my tinkings, feelings etc r secondary.. hahaha.. anw dun say dun hav... giv sum other stuffs for u to read...
so first week of my third year has past... hasnt been eventful... certainly nth to cherish abt... maybe the only ting will be my slackiness... coz doubt i'll be as free as i hav been from tml onwards... gona hav lots of tings coming at me... worst ting is fyp most prob wif clar only... 2 ppl gona hav lots of tings to do... dun wish to hav any funny ppl joining us thou.. hahhaa.. so i guess many tings wil be bade farewell to... such includes fm, gg out for no apparent reasons (plz take an extra look, mandy), slping as if there's no tml, walking arnd hse wondering wads there for me to do when the com's occupied.... n maybe u can add dreaming into tat list.. of coz i hav to admit tis last activity juz doesnt seem to happen much anymore.. hahaha.. 2 wks to the general elections... actually not much of a meaning to me.. hahhaa.. n qw if u'r reading tis... there's sumwhere abt 3 to 4wks left for u to quit smoking b4 i force u to... get tis rite, i'm dead serious when i told u wad i would do if u havent quit by the deadline i set for u... u may wan to challenge me n try it... i will do wad i hav said... so its time for u to be serious... tis may be the first time i've been so serious to u b4... so yea... go work on it...
wad else?? lets c.... nchs gg hav holz for 3 to 4wks... so most prob gg to distance myself frm the unit... thou i would love to be in touch... i guess i'll juz regret tat decision sumday... so beta not... let whoeva's there to take over take over... dun worry abt the unit... ycs's still arnd ppl... he wont let the unit die.. bud rmb its still afterall u ppl's unit... not ours... so it'll hav to be handed over to u all sumday, sumhow...
okie.. now tat tats done.. wad else?? yup... my napfa test.. hahahhaa... wif a blink of the eye... its now almost time for me to take it... tats 2 yrs!! die la die... totally off... the most oso sit up i've improved.. hahaha.. coz of the recent chionging... of coz tat've stopped for sum days n maybe weeks... standing broad jump i hav totally no idea how is it rite now... arnd 3yrs since i last did one.. which i failed by 1cm.. hahaha.. pull up gone oso la... nowadays sumtime can do 1 like tat... bud 2 or 3?? nah... so oso fail.. den shuttle run shld be okie... sit n reach oso ba... hahaha.. den 2.4km?? forget it... can hit 30mins i shld be happy.. hahhaha... so to summarise, SURE FAIL...
hahaha.. so another down... wads left for me to ponder abt?? haha.. my oh-so-wonderful secret... wad can i say abt it?? its really a big-time secret k... so far whole world i've only told like ONE person?? n more n less i doubt tat person has told anyone... hahahha.. anyway maybe sumday i may go crazy n put tat secret here.. bud rite now, NO... it'll remain a secret for now... i still hav an image to protect... so dun try asking me abt it... u wouldnt wan to noe it after noeing it... trust me on tat.. hahaha..
wad else man... i can c all u ppl yawning out there... hahahhaa.. how abt my private life?? will tat wake u up?? hahaha.. oh well.. wad can i say... my dreams abt to disappear soon... giv it another week or so n it'll go missing... hahaha.. den in class oso keep kena say i n clar together... cant blame them... since now left only we 2.. hahaha.. bud oh well... its not true.. hahaha.. cant c how we wont murder each other if we'r together... hahahha.. den tat fat lump of shit oso.. foreva showing attitude... juz becoz u hav money... bloody hell... if i not c u small i long ago whack ur dumb face le.. hahahha.. ala.. anyway i've not done wad i had set out to do to/for u... maybe i wont be continuing wif my efforts... maybe u dun need my help afterall... so juz gona concentrate on my studies...
its down to the final sprint!! 2 third of my poly life is over... its the final run tat may make or break my future... seriously m i considering to go to the U n get a degree n start coming out looking for jobs tats not tat wow-ing n having a family n bringing up my kids till i die??? to be honest.. i would rather not do tat... of coz tats wad happens to most ppl... i wont be surprised if i end up doing tat... bud i would really love to hav the chance to really experience life as it was meant to be... no buildings... no power stations... all barbaric... all so tazan-ised... will tat be possible?? i dunoe... we shall hav to c abt it... its gona be a long time till i noe the answer of tat qns... dun tell me i can do it if i wan to... how m i supposed to bear to?? i'm alr sad enuf to let go of my frens... wad m i supposed to tell my parents?? tat their son is gg to go out of touch.. sumwhere in the world where they might no longer be able to contact me or see me again?? i mite as well tell them i'm gg to die n rot sumwhere.. hahahaa... so yup... guess i hav sum up most of wad i had wanted to ponder abt... certain tings hav been left in bits n pieces on purpose... afterall tis is NOT a blog where i juz show everyting... especially the mental part of it... so its been a freaking long post... long time since i've done such ting again... so maybe my upcoming updates will not be as interesting as today's hav been... buai bye...
