Saturday, April 29, 2006 at 23:34
reminder
the bets are as below:
qing wei: O levels Chinese - no A1 owe me $50. get A1 i owe u $50.
kian wei: O levels Chinese - no A1 owe me $50. get A1 i owe u $20.
jamie: all subjects pass for midyr - i owe u $20. if nv all subjects pass u owe me $50.
jiayi: all subjects pass for midyr - i owe u $20. if nv all subjects pass u owe me $50. midyr amaths - get A1/A2 i owe u $30. nv get A1/A2 u owe me $20.
just some reminders to the abovementioned to start preparing ur money... coz i haven forgotten.. hahhaa..
so ytd went sch.. after sch find woo abt fyp.. abit nth to chiong at the moment.. haha.. den after tat come home den arnd 5 went out.. go outram find jeremy den go tampines.. buy his ps2 memory card n game liao go his hse.. les came arnd 8.. den we play til 9 watch tv.. 10 play till 1130 den watch survivor.. haha.. den 1230 continue.. play cup.. end up jere kena knock out grp stage so he went slp.. hahhaa.. left me n les we play till 530 den slp.. morning arnd 8 les chao coz he need go zoo work.. hahaa.. den i arnd 930 10 like tat wake up play awhile more till 10 plus 11 den leave liao.. went eat at hougang plaza there den take mrt go sengkang.. went to clarice hse.. do the pre-prac till 3 plus.. coz inbetwn waste alot of time.. coz i oso very slpy so keep slacking.. den finish go home.. juz now arnd 530 slp til 8.. wake up eat den play fm... tink abt all le... tml shld be at home slp n oso start to find tings to chiong liao.. fri alr got test.. sian.. hahhaa.. den mon maybe gg out.. c how.. hahhaa.. those 4 pls get ready ur money ah.. hahaha
Friday, April 28, 2006 at 00:00
becoming rare
really tis updates will be getting rarer n rarer... juz no mood if not time to update le... hahaha... so monday had fyp balloting... i n clar shld b cfm we 2 doing tgt.. den get the topic "the distribution of HERV-K113 in teenagers"... by Woo one... sad... hahaha.. den tml gg to find him ask abt tis fyp... den tue tink got nth ba... mon drew blood oso... i draw clar she draw mine... not bad.. both oso first attempt succeed... abit rusty liao.. abit scared oso when taking.. haha... den tue shld be nth... wed oso nth much.. gems changed lecturer.. dunoe y oso.. hahaa.. den forgot to say tat after gems go CP popular c 3 animals.. haha.. go buy files mah.. den saw linda hongxi n jamie.. den today oso nth much... ya lor.. tats abt all... so still naggy ppl?? hahhaa.. tml nite gg jere hse wif les oso... staying overnite till sat.. den dunoe wad the plan.. coz nid do pre-prac wif clar bud dunoe is tml afternn or sat afternn... wad else?? nth.. today nomination day.. PAP abt to get retained as government liao.. juz haven yet.. haha.. go PAP go.. hahaha.. dun tok too much abt tis.. lata kena sue.. hahaa.. tats all.. tink will hav ppl say naggy again.. hahha.. bye
a short note to those having their mid-yr n O levels chi soon.. there's a time to study, a time to play. studies is not sumting to play wif. dun say no mood, study no need mood one. it just requires momentum. how to get it? all u hav to do is take the first step. get it started n u'll find no problem continuing.. do not belittle mid-yr examinations. its there for a reason. good luck in ur preparation!
Sunday, April 23, 2006 at 23:55
sunday the 23rd...
lets c... thur didnt go to cf's pub... coz wanted watch lost n no money pay oso.. hahhaa.. den fri went sch... came home after having 2 rnds of lunch... den went cf's chalet at coastal sands pasir ris... les dumb la... say go early we start fire n bbq first... end up we 2 over there like idiots sit one side.. hahaha.. den cf say no bbq.. den cf n his poly frenz there mah... den i n les anti-social.. i guess st gabs ppl juz dun like socialising.. hahaha.. den after tat arnd 7 cf cater the food come.. ala... illegal catering sumore.. hahaha.. den set up liao i n les take the food eat... coz oso nth to do mah... den we sit at the floor juz outside the door.. hahhaa.. once again we 2 only la... den wait n wait.. den jeremy arnd 8 plus reached... den we 3 go inside n sit... play big2 awhile den watch the 9 show... den rena oso come... den continue to anti-social sumore... hahaha... den yy came oso la... bud he is more towards stick wif the SP ppl... den chee wee came oso... den me n jere very sian liao... so decided to chao... den juz nice liting coming.. so we 2 n les go the front gate there... den she alite den i n jere take tat cab.. hahaha.. den go jere hse coz he got new ps2... got winning eleven mah.. den i oso dun wan go home since alr said not gg home... den i spent all $10 i brought out... damn broke now... den played till arnd 3 plus den we slpt... morning 10 plus den wake up.. hahaha.. den after tat played till arnd 12 i go home.. den afternn play fm den kena fly aeroplane... den lalala till slp... den today wake up arnd 11 plus... played fm till arnd 2 plus den go out.. went jere hse.. supposed to go gym.. end up both oso no money in wallet.. so nv go.. hahaha.. den play winning eleven again till arnd 5... left go mandy hse... to watch my survivor.. haha.. den watched finish come home... lalala till now... juz now watched apprentice... randal win.. hahahha.. bud his parting statement very funny... tis is the apprentice... not the apprentii.. hahahha... den lata gg slp tml go sch blahs blahs blahs... hahhaha... basically tats abt all... for ppl who hav alr fallen aslp, i recommand tat u take a quick look thru my paragraphs first in the future n skip such paragraphs.. coz my main purpose of tis blog is to help me rmb tings tat i've done.. my tinkings, feelings etc r secondary.. hahaha.. anw dun say dun hav... giv sum other stuffs for u to read...
so first week of my third year has past... hasnt been eventful... certainly nth to cherish abt... maybe the only ting will be my slackiness... coz doubt i'll be as free as i hav been from tml onwards... gona hav lots of tings coming at me... worst ting is fyp most prob wif clar only... 2 ppl gona hav lots of tings to do... dun wish to hav any funny ppl joining us thou.. hahhaa.. so i guess many tings wil be bade farewell to... such includes fm, gg out for no apparent reasons (plz take an extra look, mandy), slping as if there's no tml, walking arnd hse wondering wads there for me to do when the com's occupied.... n maybe u can add dreaming into tat list.. of coz i hav to admit tis last activity juz doesnt seem to happen much anymore.. hahaha.. 2 wks to the general elections... actually not much of a meaning to me.. hahhaa.. n qw if u'r reading tis... there's sumwhere abt 3 to 4wks left for u to quit smoking b4 i force u to... get tis rite, i'm dead serious when i told u wad i would do if u havent quit by the deadline i set for u... u may wan to challenge me n try it... i will do wad i hav said... so its time for u to be serious... tis may be the first time i've been so serious to u b4... so yea... go work on it...
wad else?? lets c.... nchs gg hav holz for 3 to 4wks... so most prob gg to distance myself frm the unit... thou i would love to be in touch... i guess i'll juz regret tat decision sumday... so beta not... let whoeva's there to take over take over... dun worry abt the unit... ycs's still arnd ppl... he wont let the unit die.. bud rmb its still afterall u ppl's unit... not ours... so it'll hav to be handed over to u all sumday, sumhow...
okie.. now tat tats done.. wad else?? yup... my napfa test.. hahahhaa... wif a blink of the eye... its now almost time for me to take it... tats 2 yrs!! die la die... totally off... the most oso sit up i've improved.. hahaha.. coz of the recent chionging... of coz tat've stopped for sum days n maybe weeks... standing broad jump i hav totally no idea how is it rite now... arnd 3yrs since i last did one.. which i failed by 1cm.. hahaha.. pull up gone oso la... nowadays sumtime can do 1 like tat... bud 2 or 3?? nah... so oso fail.. den shuttle run shld be okie... sit n reach oso ba... hahaha.. den 2.4km?? forget it... can hit 30mins i shld be happy.. hahhaha... so to summarise, SURE FAIL...
hahaha.. so another down... wads left for me to ponder abt?? haha.. my oh-so-wonderful secret... wad can i say abt it?? its really a big-time secret k... so far whole world i've only told like ONE person?? n more n less i doubt tat person has told anyone... hahahha.. anyway maybe sumday i may go crazy n put tat secret here.. bud rite now, NO... it'll remain a secret for now... i still hav an image to protect... so dun try asking me abt it... u wouldnt wan to noe it after noeing it... trust me on tat.. hahaha..
wad else man... i can c all u ppl yawning out there... hahahhaa.. how abt my private life?? will tat wake u up?? hahaha.. oh well.. wad can i say... my dreams abt to disappear soon... giv it another week or so n it'll go missing... hahaha.. den in class oso keep kena say i n clar together... cant blame them... since now left only we 2.. hahaha.. bud oh well... its not true.. hahaha.. cant c how we wont murder each other if we'r together... hahahha.. den tat fat lump of shit oso.. foreva showing attitude... juz becoz u hav money... bloody hell... if i not c u small i long ago whack ur dumb face le.. hahahha.. ala.. anyway i've not done wad i had set out to do to/for u... maybe i wont be continuing wif my efforts... maybe u dun need my help afterall... so juz gona concentrate on my studies...
its down to the final sprint!! 2 third of my poly life is over... its the final run tat may make or break my future... seriously m i considering to go to the U n get a degree n start coming out looking for jobs tats not tat wow-ing n having a family n bringing up my kids till i die??? to be honest.. i would rather not do tat... of coz tats wad happens to most ppl... i wont be surprised if i end up doing tat... bud i would really love to hav the chance to really experience life as it was meant to be... no buildings... no power stations... all barbaric... all so tazan-ised... will tat be possible?? i dunoe... we shall hav to c abt it... its gona be a long time till i noe the answer of tat qns... dun tell me i can do it if i wan to... how m i supposed to bear to?? i'm alr sad enuf to let go of my frens... wad m i supposed to tell my parents?? tat their son is gg to go out of touch.. sumwhere in the world where they might no longer be able to contact me or see me again?? i mite as well tell them i'm gg to die n rot sumwhere.. hahahaa... so yup... guess i hav sum up most of wad i had wanted to ponder abt... certain tings hav been left in bits n pieces on purpose... afterall tis is NOT a blog where i juz show everyting... especially the mental part of it... so its been a freaking long post... long time since i've done such ting again... so maybe my upcoming updates will not be as interesting as today's hav been... buai bye...
Thursday, April 20, 2006 at 19:27
life's abt the journey, not the destination.
i believe alot of us has come across the above statement b4... its pretty much a no-brainer... i mean evryone's destination is death... hahaha.. bud well.. its meant to be motivating i guess.. so shldnt condemn it too much if not noone will believe in it anymore.. hahhaa... so today's thur... ytd was wed... went sch lessons till 3... gems was terrible... tis bloody retarded gay from my gems class 2 sems back is in the same class again.. wth... world so small sia... den after gems went heeren sakae to eat buffet.. hahhaa.. shld be arnd 30 plates only la... sad... like tat when will i eva hit 50 plates sia... hahaha.. den after tat go PS walk arnd awhile den go home le.. tat stupid mandy.. cheat my money sia.. hahhaa.. wan her pack of tissue den must return her $9.. hahaha.. now still owe her $12... she beta pray hard tat i try to return.. hahhaa.. den ytd did tis did tat... summarised as did nth... den heard aop didnt go tat happy.. hahhaa.. wadeva... luckily i wasnt there... hahaha... den today go sch at 11... coz lesson start at 12... den after lessons come home juz now play fm... lata supposed to go cf pub coz his bday today... bud decided not to n instead gg watch lost2 lata... hahaha.. den tml den go cf's chalet... tml lessons till 11.. den come home slp n rot first den maybe go meet les go the chalet... tink they staying over... most prob i shld be oso.. unless got ppl gg home.. hahhaa.. den shld be abt all la... nth to update abt... guess my life's pretty much gg back to all the zzzzz..... nxt wk onwards tink die le... got lots of assignments coming up n worst of all.. its all in 3s.... shit the lecturers.. hahaha... tats abt all la... i noe its boring... bear wif it ppl... i'll try to include sum interesting stuffs nxt time rnd.. hahaha.. tis is juz to make sure u guys stay tuned to my blog.. hahaha
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 at 20:24
sch has reopened
okie... so spent sun at home if i nv rmb wrong... rotted n slpt... den ytd go sch... for awhile only.. coz fraser not having prac in afternoon mah... den starting of lesson a ting happened tat most prob will shape how tis sem n most prob the whole year will be like la... hahaha.. so now in class n in sch from et, clar n me now become clar n me nia le... sad la... bud oso nth i can do la... heck la... 2 den 2 la... den whole class keep saying.. hahhaa... wake up ur idea la.. we 2 together equals totally impossible... sumone will kill the other sooner or lata.. hahhaa.. den after lessons go take mrt go cp eat le den walked to nchs... they having aop mah.. den whole session the ncos like mostly trying to find faults to kp the cadets... i c le oso keep quiet.. coz afterall i noe they last time oso kena such tings now of coz will wan revenge on nxt batch wad... bud dun overdo it la k... like i told u ppl... wed dun kp so much le... time to concentrate on the programmes n tink of situations or suggestions to improve the camp... anyway the general idea i hav of the camp now is its very... well, nth to wow about... hahaha.. so the whole camp wads the objective?? wad u all wan the cadets to achieve? go home feeling f-ed up tat they wasted 3 days?? or go home feeling bored abt red cross?? or go home bonded?? or go home having learnt self-discipline or wadeva?? u all must choose lor... n go along tat line thruout whole camp... wads the main objective... no such ting as evryting lor... only one... must decide... n evryone must agree... n must b such tat ur programmes n etc r working towards it.... so after tat go cp wif my ncos... eat kfc as usual... sad... i like beggar like tat put 2.15 there ask them help me buy shrooms meal n etc etc.. hahhaa.. thx yipchun n julian for the coins... hahhaa.. den eat finish over there crapping... gladys go take tissue draw all the animals den some is we say name she draw sum is she draw we guess... the julian guess tat ah meng really look like sia... hahahhaha... den after tat go home.. at nite tok to et on fone for 3hrs... cleared alot of tings.. bud main prob oso not i n her... den plan was today et n clar go tok tings out... den today go sch... prac... ala... so freaking suay... wear the cls fo tee yellow mah.. den tat clar oso wear yellow... whole day kena say like f... ala.... really sad sia.. my name like tat smeared le.. hhahaa.. den after prac we 3 go fc4... bud end up et decided even thou we okie she still gg join hs they all during lessons n prac... den now yr3 all the prac n assignment all wan groups of 3.. really fucked sia... c how la... den go lessons etc etc... end of class come home... play fm... eat... now blog lata go bath n start get ready for tml.. hahhaa.. haven really adapted to sch again yet... need go print n prepare all the wu eh bo eh den can.. hahaha.. den tats abt all la.. now again like outcaste in class... bud at least 2 of us still not as bad as i tat time alone la.. hahahaha...
Sunday, April 16, 2006 at 01:06
fcuking seoul garden
wtf sia... went marina sqr... watched "take the lead"... show abt sum american dancer who motivates a group of 'punks' to dance ballroom dancing n etc... i dunoe.. mixed feelings abt tat show... i almost cried when i noe is abt dancing.. hahhaa.. bud the story line still okie la... not tat impressive.. bud not poor as well.. den went eat seoul garden buffet... knn... really no form sia... eat abit only start to feel full... end up tink i eat arnd max is $20 worth of tings nia lor.. kns... worst ting is when peeling the damn prawns got one burst into my face... kns... all the soup n shit kena my shirt n face... really no mood after tat.. gona stop going seoul garden for 10yrs... poor selection of food.. no variety... lousy... kopitiam oso nicer... hahhaa.. den went mandy hse watch lost2 den come home liao... lata gg slp le la... bud now super full cant go slp... coz juz now still eat supper tat papa buy home... ah fuck... damn full.... anyway gg cut down on vulgarities especially in my blog... aint really like them... bud juz a current bad habit to use them.. hahaha... tats all la... tml stay home n slp day...
Friday, April 14, 2006 at 21:03
yawns....
okie... back home... so last nite after blogged play sumore den go mac buy apple pie n mcchicken... den go back awhile lata slp liao... arnd 530 slp till 10... den wake up play sumore... first match we played 6-4... another 10 goals match.. jokes... hahha.. den afternoon like tat i become free labour... help tat hopeless guy clean his room partially... bud i can tell u is really alot when u c the diff b4 n after... den after tat play awhile more to cool down den go eat... tat was arnd 4 plus or 5... ate kfc den tok abt more red cross... hahhaha... den walked to boonlay take mrt... NEL fall aslp den sit till punggol den go back sengkang den i alite... come home juz now check blogs n read soccernet now gg to eat dinner n wait for survivor... tml gg to go out in afternoon... marina sqr... $40... fcuk... hahaha.. den tink maybe gg to royal sporting house take a look... coz newpaper got big big advertisement tat got sale.. hahaha.. look for my shorts... n c how la.. if got nice n good sports shoes den buy lor... gg broke la... sian... den gg watch ice age2 (ah fuck it) n eat seoul garden... bad choice... bud no choice.. hahaha.. tats abt all la.. oh ya... after tat gg mandy hse watch my lost2.. hahahha.. wad to do... lost is juz so nice... hahaha.. oh shit... still must go find all the datasheets for her.. fuck... tml morning rmb den find.. hahaha... gg slp early tonite... earliest shld be 1230.. since survior 1130.. hahaha.. beta not fall aslp like last wk apprentice... gone....
anyway... i guess sooner or lata i'll hav to wake up from my dream... so from now on i'll work towards waking up.... =) (okie... tat smiley was spastic)
at 02:00
last day of itp
hahaha... so itp has ended... now at yc hse playing w11... juz now after work come straight.. den arnd 945 reach le coz left work early... nth much to tok abt last day oso... juz spent the last 30mins walking arnd thanking evryone... lets try to list them...
ginny foo
marife
meimei
adwin
theda
lisar
rabbiah
ana
claire
rommel
vicky
aries
engyaw
jane
vidya
jester
doris
rozami
zaid
yaplai
shawn
malak
alex
raymond
pandian
selvi
raja
the 2 parttimers..
hahaha... tink tats abt all i can recall... had a great time... maybe when ns finish fiinding job tat time can go apply... hahhaa.. den tats abt all la... still haven get pay.. tink need wait till end of month lar.. knn... sian sia... 300 nia... other ppl one month already 440 liao... tats abt all for working ba... den bought card n merci giv them... $5 gone... sad... den juz now play first match wif yc we warming up... end up he arsenal 7, i brazil 3.. hahaha.. freaking high scoring... hahaha.. den after tat here n there he win i win... hahaha... den lata still gg play i tink.. maybe gg mac oso.. hahaha.. tats abt all for now la... den tml they got meeting... dunoe gg not... shld be not gg unless evening or afternon they still arnd.. hahaha.. tats all... bye...
so m i supposed to continue dreaming?? sorry if i had seen abit too busy just now... sum ass was complaining abt me keep pausing the game so couldnt really tok to u properly... bud oso dunoe u wan me to tok to u one not... ala... wadeva la... lets juz keep it as messy as it is rite now.. hahhaa
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 at 00:56
the challenge is ON !!!
okie... first of all... tis coming friday, 14th april 2oo6 will be the day i shall take over mok yu ching's ps2.... y?? coz he's not gg to beat me 10 nil... hahahhaa... if he does beat me 10 nil, i shall become his slave, giv him my pc n giv him my bank account money... of coz i'm freaking confident tat wont happen... so i guess tat ps2 shall become mine.. hahahha... go ahead ppl n congrats me... afterall i took his ps1 in the past.. hahaha... its still collecting dust sumore on top of my table.. lol.... so tats for tis fri... more or less gg his hse chiong winning eleven again.. hahaha... den sat maybe gg out wif mandy... go spend money only.. hahhaa.. we set a lame deal... she treat movie n pay for seoul garden's drinks n gst n service charges... hahhaa.. the seoul garden's dinner buffet cost i pay n oso for popcorn... trust me.. we will end up not buying popcorn.. hahhaha.. n she still owe me $4... shitter... hahaha.. c how la... most prob gg...
okie.. so like i said... sun went shao mu... n mok didnt wake up after i blogged... he freaking slpt till i left.. hahaha... so after i blog i go play against com... till 730 den go liao... den walked to boon lay mrt... den take till srgn to meet my papa they all... coz they left hse when i on mrt mah... den after tat go lim chu kang.. stil tot weather not bad... bad shit ar... hahhaa.. became so freaking hot tat day... so went to all 4 of my grandparents' graves... last yr couldnt find my mother's mama's grave... apparently i'm her favorite grandchild... too bad there really isnt much memories abt her... oh well.. bud could feel the bond between me n my grandparents when i was praying to each of them... foreva when go shao mu parents argue.. hahhaa.. must be the traffic n the weather... oh well.. it turned out fine... den came home quickly bathed... bth mah... den wanted slp.. end up cant slp so online... den oso dunoe wad i did... den nite watch apprentice den slp after watching 10mins of tat show... bloody shit... den monday go back sch hand in tings for the bursary scholarship tingy... alamak lar... forgot abt my sister's letter to prove she still a student.. den now need go back again.. hahhaa.. the person call doris.. juz in case i forget her name... coz need look for her.. hahha.. den go work... b4 tat went fc4 eat... den very full.. hahhaa.. den saw pik xuan when walking to mrt... go work.. did here n there same ting... den after work go home alone... den today go cp early... to buy thank you card giv them... $9 one card... bloody shit... if is me sure 2 or 3 dollar nia lor.. hahhaa.. den go work.. bought a big pack of ruffles potato chips... juz had the impulse... okie.. ex sia... $3.50.. hahhaa.. tink first time bought such tings lar.. so ex the chips.. hahhaa... den work... den home again... alone again.. hahaha.. den now online juz now played fm.. lata gg slp le ba..
used to writing in white to u liao.. hahhaa... oh well... seriously dunoe wad to write oso.. hahhaa.. bud i guess.... i dunoe.. hahhaa.. really at a lost for wad to say... juz waiting to c wad happens.. will be trying to keep my hopes to a minimum.. hahhaha.. of coz whether tats achievable is another ting... ala... stop copying my words btw.. hahahha... now i c almost evryone using ala.... hahhaa
Sunday, April 09, 2006 at 05:13
nchs anniversary parade 2006
first n foremost, a big thank you to my parade commander, parade regimental sergeant major, nchs flag bearer, srcs flag bearer, the two flag escorts, the GOH contingent commander, the GOH contingent asst commander, the GOH contingent itself and the two stick orderlies. thanks for making me feel proud walking arnd in a rc tee... it was a great performance put up by u ppl even thou i only got to c the ending part of it... both ycs n me r hoping to c another parade tis yr... a passing out parade for the ncos n the new batch to take over... most probably if hav den will be the official passing out of ycs from the unit as wad i hav heard from him thus far.. hahaha..
so today went work... take mrt... den at work keep nth to do... sumore marfi work sunday so mei mei incharge... den she gav up hope on me coz i keep wandering arnd.. hahhaa.. cant blame wad... at haem oso nth much to do... den arnd 445 or 5 i left... rushed down take cab... end up reached nchs $14... sumore parade alr till uniform inspection... sad... waste my money.. imagine if like wad mr rahim told me abt parade starting at 6.. n i still go take cab.. i tink i will go strangle him when i reach.. hahaha.. den after parade they wasted lots of time in the clssroom.. den go cp after tat... go kfc i nv eat coz tabao all the curry puffs n water.. hahaha... den at kfc sit tok kok wif qw n kw... den tat mother die one qw spit ice at my face when he laugh... kns... he rili gg to die sooner or lata in my hands.. hahaha... den after kfc go take 161 wif yc to woodlands den share cab come jurong west... den juz now playing winning eleven.. den arnd 1 plus he slpt.. dunoe which mf say surely wont slp.. hahaha.. den arnd 2 he woke up go bath.. den we played awhile till now... he go back slp again... hahaha.. den i now blogging... after blog will go wake him up to continue.. hahaha... den lata gg to go take mrt frm boonlay to dunoe where to meet my family go grave cleaning... hiong sia... wear shoes wear jeans go... sumore nv slp... hahaha.. den tink not slping lata la.. no point.. after shao mu go home den slp... since no longer playing soccer... den monday work again.. yawns.... last week liao.. hahaha...
anyway a short paragraph to the sec3s... as much as fighting for ur own chances go... i aint really for it... coz u c, tis is not a individual game.. its not a game in the first place... there's no need to challenge each other or wadeva.. wad is supposed to be the correct way is tat ALL of u r working towards one n ONLY one goal, to help the unit move forth... u may be a chairperson, u may be a logistic head... it doesnt matter... its a team effort... u all r given post not juz to c how capable of handling tings... its oso to c if u all noe wads a team effort n wads selfishness... if u'r given a post tat u may not really like, nvm, take it in ur stride... do ur part for the camp.. for the unit... coz even if u dun do wadeva u'r given.. sumone else hav to do it... in the end, its juz wasting time trying to justify who do wad... it doesnt matter.. trust me... wad u do in tis camp may effect wad post u get in the future... so?? u'r hoping to become an nco juz for personal glory?? to go arnd telling ppl u'r the chairperson n u can f evryone in ur unit?? no.... in the end.. its juz to make sure the unit move forward... its not abt individuals... as much as i love being a loner in the tings i do.. red cross is the only place i learned abt teamwork... n i did run my unit as an nco wif my peers as a team... thou there was only 4 ppl... hahaha... tats not the point.. the point is... the unit shld be the uppermost concern... its not abt each n evry single one of u... n juz a last part... i hope all of u can support each other n spur each other on... n not hav so many disagreements wif each other n end up wif another conflict... u all must undstnd its not easy to be the camp chief... sure.. u get all kinds of authority.. so?? u tink tats gg to help u feel beta?? anyting not done for the camp the camp chief gets it... ppl hav fights hav arguements the camp chief must step in.. n do rmb tat the camp chief is from ur own batch.. she's juz as normal as u ppl... she does not hav super powers helping her.. she's the same as u all.. hav other tings to care abt other den the camp.. her studies, her frens, her family... its the same wif u all.. so do work WIF each other... there's no point having two groups of ppl running a same camp both heading different directions... so do ur best to undstnd wad i've said so far.. i'll try to come down as n when i can when my sch reopens in one week time bud do not expect too much... lastly, i do not wish to hear any parents complaining abt anyone spending too much time n effort on tis camp... sure i would wan u ppl to be committed n giv evryting... bud studies n family arent the tings to be sacrifaced... if u really wan, tings such as slacking, watching tv, playing games time shld be reduced instead... do note its reduced n not totally removed.. hahaha... tats abt all la.. anyone got anyting can sms me or ycs one.. we will always hav time to entertain u all.. coz u all r our cadets... so tats abt all... do rmb... its a TEAM effort...
last but not least... a paragraph dedicated to my dream... in case u hav been feeling sorry or bad abt wad has happened... u dun hav to.. i can tell u seriously i dun really find myself sad or down.. sure i may say lots of crap... bud i noe myself... if i'm really down i wont even bother toking... so yea.. i'm glad u've made a decision n tat i can make a closure to tis dream of mine... my fone line is always open for u to sms bud i rather u not call... since i seldom tok much on fone... so dun worry abt me.. i'm old enuf n hav seen enuf in life to be able to take tis in my stride.. wish u all the best n u may still hav ur post as my spy if u wan to.. i wont force u.. hahhaa.. of coz if u'r not feeling sorry or bad becoz of wad i tink it is.. den juz ignore tis abv paragraph.. hahhaa...
Saturday, April 08, 2006 at 01:24
today is fri
okie... so ytd went work.. at haem.. not bad la.. juz tat alot of tings to rmb... quite slack oso.. hahhaa.. den at nite go off at 830.. wanted rush home watch lost2 so alite from mrt at srgn to take 70.. end up wait for 70 from 930 to 950... end up totally giv up hope on watching... btw i n clar now using mrt concession.. totally forgot when i mentioned in past posts abt taking 153 n aliting at srgn.. hahaha.. den end up reach hse downstairs go do sit ups coz oso not rushing to watch le mah... den did 100 in arnd 7.5 mins... hahhaa.. time of 2 song... den go home.. purposely dun wan on tv.. coz alr asked clar help me record liao.. hahhaa.. den online etc etc den slp... den morning wake up go clar hse so tat i can watch the lost2... den finished take mrt to work... at haem do same old tings... den at nite they call canadian pizza coz yap lai frm immuno last day n oso uncle alex nxt wed last day sumore today his bday... hahhaa.. den we arnd 8 all start siting arnd waiting for the pizza.. end up eat finish alr 915... hope tml they dun come ask us pay.. hahhaa.. heard is 110+++... den take bus change mrt den walk clar home liao take lrt home... watched survivor den now online... doubt playing fm la.. quite late le... tml still must wake up early cut nails... den tml work finish either take taxi to nchs or if clar papa got go den get him longban... bud if i can go off earlier den i str take cab liao.. juz hope i dun reach there when the parade alr end.. if not really waste my time n money... tats abt all la... gg off liao..... no ppl... there's nth in white font today.. hahaha
Thursday, April 06, 2006 at 07:54
the dream has ended
learnt tis from elaine n glenn.. thou i doubt it helps bud the first time i was tricked.. hhahaa.. so i guess i try lor... anyway according to my informer wif the latest news.... my dream can be considered as over le..... no more chance....... i guess the only party to blame was myself... i fed myself wif way too much hope... it began wif very little hope on my part... i juz kept feeding n feeeding... ala... forget it... time to go find my nxt dream le..... after 1yr.... hhahaa... wad for la.... its a cycle... hahahha.. anyway cant be bothered to fite for my dream... too old... too late.... let it be over n done wif ba.... guess tats abt all... last nite did sum changes to blog till arnd 130 den slp den 330 wake up watch 2nd half of arsenal juventus... den juz now informer call finish wake up liao... gg drown myself in fm first.... tats all la........... hope not alot of ppl noe tis technique... hahhaa
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 at 23:50
guys shld always take the initiative
ala.. shit tat above statement.. hahhaa.. told katie b4 la... i dun like being the one taking the initiative.. hahaha.. especially when its almost all the time.. hahaha.. one will get tired one.. sumore i since dunoe when already taking initiative in red cross n wadeva rubbish i've done... continue doing will sian one.. sumtime oso dunoe r my feelings being reciproprated (ala... spelling not good) or not.. tired la tired... haiz............. anyway today wake up print leta den go out le... go clar hse there den go hougang take 153... reached le wait for wg den walk in.. work last day at immuno liao... did same old rubbish... den went eat dinner... den came back do same old stuffs... till arnd 830 start to nth to do... den the yap lai teaching the Zaid or Said the pending all tat so i got nth to do... den arnd 845 go ask her got anyting need me do she tell me no need... den say i can go... so go lor... den run to bus stop.. coz wana catch 9 bus mah.. end up the bus late... hahaha... make me sweat for nth... den alite at srgn coz clar gg meet her papa at hougang mah... den reached home arnd 1010... ala... frm srgn i reach home so early... if i go send clar home den take 163 i reach home 11 plus lar.. hahhaa... c how la... got chance i will sgrn alite.. hahhaa.. esp if i rushing to catch show or wad.. den juz now eat read newpaper now online.. lata slp or fm?? dunoe yet.. hahhaa.. tml wake up den write my log book.. boring day... boring life... anyway today haem came new staff... is rabbiah!!! my cls fo camp mama... hhahaa.. world so small.. hahhaa.. sumore tml i gg haem liao.. can tok to her le.. hahhaa.. she go there work as full time one... sad.. dunoe y choose tis cheapskate company.. hahhaa.. maybe pay not bad ba.. tml will ask if i rmb.. hahhaa... den tml nite got lost2... ahhhh.... not gg to rush back... asked clar help me record le.. fri morning go her hse watch liao den go work.. hahhaa.. den tml onwards gg take mrt liao... coz bus concession up n we left arnd 7 or 8 days at work.. buy bus one not worth it.. den tink next wk den gg back sch to hand up the bursary scholarship documents... tat clar lar... i mon nite alr settle liao.. hahhaa.. now waiting for her to faster get all her tings... shitter... yea.. i m in need of money ppl... if u wana make a donation to the "Help Leong Fund" its perfectly fine wif me.. hahhaa.. haiz... tats abt all la............ one last ting...
ya its u... not another one else bud u i'm referring to... u la u... how to noe whether cfm is u?? go tink abt it la... like wad sum guy told me.. the hints r rather the very obvious liao... either u'r blind or u'r acting blur... if u'r indeed acting blur den make it abit more obvious for me can... hahaha.. so tat i can make my plans... hahhaha...
Tuesday, April 04, 2006 at 22:46
its a waiting game...
ala... juz realised shld hav used poof instead of puff... puff sounds wrong now.. hahaha... ala so last nite din go slp after blogging.. end up tok abt fyp wif clar till arnd 3 n oso play fm... den slp till morning arnd 8 wake up by et sms.. hahhaa.. den ask her abt her fyp... den end up cant go back slp.. so 9 come play fm liao... den 12 register for gems... got into introduction to organisational behaviour... same as nasir n tat siong... maybe got others bud i dunoe yet.. hahaha.. den after tat supposed to go cp liao.. bud den chat wif carol n clarice till 130 den go bath... den end up too rushed... coz 3 need help nas mah.. so nv go... den cook mee eat... den online again wait for 3... den help nas register le wana go cp den sky like wan to rain wan to rain.. so wait for it to finish mah.. end up by 4 like tat den start rain heavily.. hahaha... end up papa come home so wait him go out den he drove me to cp... den go popular buy pen... den within 5mins walk out of cp liao... hahah.. den go bus interchange tat time saw hongxi n jiayi.. den juz acknowledge lor.. den continue walking to bus.. ala.. if not supposed to do wad.. i m not a socialable guy.. hahhaa.. den after tat they call... boliao.. hahhaa.. den they walk over find me... den saw ming guang walk past... hahhaa.. den after tat my 163 run away... den continue spastic-ing wif them... den 163A come so take lor... hahhaa.. den on 163 take till nchs there vanessa board.. bud tink she nv c me.. coz she alite b4 me oso mah.. hahaa.. sengkang so small.. come out buy pen end up c so many ppl... hahhaa.. den come home do all kinds of rubbish den slpt juz now... den now wake up write letter to ginny foo liao lata gg watch epl highlites... den 12 slp le ba.. nth to do if not means fm... hahaha.. c how lor... tats abt all la... its time to wait... wait n wait... tats all...
at 00:54
puff.... its gone! almost gone... just tat tiny bit left..
ala... dreams will always be dreams... no matter how hard u wan it to come true.. it juz wont.. alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......... dreams... up in the air... puff!! gone. juz like tat.. haha.. wadeva... gone means gone.. nth i can do le.. the ball isnt in my court.. i dun wan it to be either.. hahaha.. anyway fyp now the pic abit clearer... bud dunoe will stay tis way not.. hope will ba... if not die liao.. hahhaa.. den dunoe la.. tml off... got gems registration.. den clar wan off so go ask ginny foo.. den she said okie.. so all 4 off.. hahhaa... shld be wake up register gems at 12 den play fm or go cp buy my sister the pens den come back 3 help nas register... den ala.. oso nth to do... juz rot at home ba... now shld be gg slp... no mood to play fm now... my dream............... no more... no more.... haiz...
Monday, April 03, 2006 at 00:00
ala.. bloody shit
kkk.... juz a quick update b4 i go shit n slp.. hahaha.. today wake up play fm... den noon like tat let meimei use com.. so nth do den ask qw wan go play pool not.. den meet kw at cp go plaza... den play for arnd 2hrs... okie... i tink i won like only 1 game yar?? hahahha.. at first very on form one.. play longer become more n more anyhow whack again.. hahaha.. den after tat go tat wee leong hse downstairs... coz qw meeting him... den kw dun wan so early go home... ala den i walk till there he at the void deck.. so juz stay wif them lor.. over there oso like retard.. qw n tat wee leong tok... me n kw do our own tings.. hahaha.. den arnd 7 chao... take bus to sengkang change 163.. come back watch tat superstar... okie.. i mean half watch.. hahaha.. den play com again... den 1030 watch apprentice den now helped mama file her income tax.. gg offline liao.. made a bad decision juz b4 coming to blogger.. went to click on some links... n ala... gav me lots of doubt... die la die... haiz... sad... nvm la... my life has always been about being sad n how i make it not tat sad.. hahaha.. go shit liao la... bye..
Saturday, April 01, 2006 at 21:38
april's fool
ytd went work... den again last to leave wif clar.. dunoe y always last.. hahaha.. ala sad... den take bus.. rushed home to watch survivor... den played com slp... early morning 730 wake up liao... coz i'm rather sensitive to my hp in the morning ya? hahaha.. den arnd 8 plus or 9 went back slp till 930?? den wake up play fm again den bath go out... den work den juz now 535 like tat again last 2 to leave... den come home.. watched chicken rice war now online... lata play fm den slp.. tml dunoe gg out not.. most prob not.. the blister at my sole most prob will stop me gg gym.. hahaha.. den tink abt all liao la... getting more n more sian of itp.. the further into itp, the more sian i get... the nearer towards sch reopen, the even more sian i get... ala... more n more sian... the only plus in tis minus period of my life?? ala... u shld noe la.. if u dunoe means u not supposed to noe la... hahahha.. n omg.. its april fool... shit sia... long long time nv celebrate tis day le.. ahhahaha......... where's my childhood??? opps.. forgot i dun hav any... haiz... sian sian sian... dun blog liao la.. more n more sian to type.... i dunoe wad the future holds.. i dunoe wad will happen from here on... i'm juz taking one step at a time... certainly a NOT SO PROSPEROUS future i'm looking at rite now... ala................ sad la sad la........... hope tis isnt the wrong path for me to take..... "jump".. hahahhaa.. just kidding... the only time i'll jump is during my upcoming NAPFA test.. hahaha.. standing broad jump.. lol