Friday, March 31, 2006 at 00:59
the future
firstly a little paragraph abt today's title... the future.. or more specifically my future... i hav VERY little idea abt wad it will be like.. or almost TOTALLY no idea... my future job?? nah... cant c anyting meaningful from here... my last yr in poly?? tats apparently worst... it juz got worst tis afternoon... obviously there r lots of plans tat i hav no idea of n m more or less not part of... so i guess its pretty much gg to turn ugly when sch reopens?? i dunoe.. i hav enuf of such rubbish... juz so wish to tok to nasir... not coz he gives much advises... bud coz he noes wad has been gg on all along... haiz.... fucked up... GEMs oso dunoe.. nasir n et taking ettique... dun mind joining them.. bud tink its gg to be hard to register for tat.. ala fuck sia... retarded scheme... juz make do without it lar.. dunoe lar dunoe lar... do GEMs alone again lar... total 4 gems 3 do alone.. so fun.. hahhaa.. get to hav 2hrs of peace in classroom per week.. fucked up... den the best still got to go to fyp.. heard is can 2 or 3 person.. can even do wif other stage people... problem is there's no1 on my mind as to can do wif one lar... anyway oso dunoe wad to believe... juz wait n wait lar... wait for sch reopen wait for sumone to come explain the bloody tingy lar... noone come best... i juz ignore... 8 credit units only mah... since i oso given up gg U long ago... no point studying so much la... come out do the same old ting.. tis line is definately not for me unless all i wan is a job tat brings money... meaningful job?? tats juz a dream... who noes... maybe i will even die b4 i get the chance to do anyting.. hahhaa.. sad life... a life where the future is full of shit n blocking all forms of light.. hahhaa.. seriously will consider living in sum jungle... like the Lost 2 tat guy in the hatch.. hahhaa.. joke... so much for the purpose of life... to tink i tot mine was to help others find theirs... ha ha.. wad a bloody joke... ala fuck la....
so back to routine life... cant rmb where i stopped in my last post bud tink basically evryday the same one lar... den treated clar on tue?? i tink so... mos burger.. den work den go home... wed oso go work den come home.. spent $15 at s'pore pools ytd... $5 on milan beat lyon.. end up nil-nil.. gone... den $5 on italy win world cup n $5 on argentina win world cup.. gotta wait til early july den can collect winnings IF i win.. bud if both oso super early knock out den i lppl liao lar.. hahhaa.. den today took off to go nchs... coz tot is full dress rehearsal mah.. den actual day canot make it so juz go down c c lor.. end up is half dress bud rc full dress coz gals no half u... got nth to say... den still must write leta giv ginny foo tml to say i took leave... retarded la.. forget the format liao.. lata anyhow write... den went nchs parade go thru 2 rnds.. the last 2 contingents can juz fuck off lar... useless squads... the npcc beta wake up their idea oso... march till like tat.. wan wear their no. 1?? dun disgrace it lar... wan wear den make sure u'r up to the standard la huh... den after tat sectional trng really fos.. juz playing arnd.. seriously undstnd y i must leave sia... if not i'll be juz wasting the cadets' time lar.. den dunoe y end up tok wif mr rahim so long abt the parade procedure... den arnd 645 or 7 den leave.. go cp eat kfc.. tat mf qw beta watch out.. act retarded sumore.. spill chilli sauce on my jeans... best sia... den rotted till 950 leave cp.. den decided take cab if not canot make it in time watch lost.. hahaha.. so spent $3.80 on cab.. tat qw not same way den tat kw wan go appreciate the stars so ownself take lor... hahhaa.. den reached home still got time to change n get ready for lost.. hahaha.. watched finished n eat finished supper den online lor.. lata gg write the leta first.. dun wan leave til tml morning.. if not no time write i sure die... den tats abt all la.. msn nic now is rang wo xin dong de ren.. song by lin jj... dunoe the lyrics oso la.. hear a few words only.. hahhaa.. bud got nth to put as nic le mah.. maybe if can tink of new nic den lata change lor... juz tot of one.. "owner of ala".. hahaha.. c how lar.. hahhaa..
anyway noticed tat evrytime i got alot of tings i wan put down in my blog so tat i can recall in future bud evrytime i come till blogger i forget wad i wan put le.. for eg.. now.. hahhaa.. juz now bathing got quite a few tings one leh.. now all totally cant rmb.. bloody hell... ala.. go liao la... very sian... faster write leta den go slp liao.. hahaha.. nites...............................................
