Friday, March 24, 2006 at 01:02
dreams dun come true
so went kkh ytd.. had went to work earlier coz i had to leave early mah... den starting did not much.. despatch... den run machine.. n nth else.. hahaa.. left arnd 5 went eat le took 147... crowded.. n i fell aslp.. wake up at dunoe where n felt shld hav overshot le so alited when i saw a NEL sign.. den raining damn heavily.. den the mrt station need walk a short distance... so wait at bus stop.. den was tinking wan take cab not.. lucky i din.. if not go so early waste my money.. so walked to the station when rain smaller den found out is farrer park.. not tat far la.. took to little india den walked over.. reached tat time too early so went toilet explore their toilet bowl first.. den after tat go mac sit there listen song wait for them arrive... den after tat go up c jamie.. i oso nv say anyting la.. so many ppl liao.. me tat one sentence oso wont make much diff.. juz wana c how she doing.. so after tat went to mac eat.. thanks nurul for tat one dollar for the mcflurry.. take it as paying me the m&ms k? hahaha... den walk to mrt take to srgn.. coz from srgn take bus home faster mah.. den end up i come out of mrt station den find tat abit too early n abit sian... dunoe wan wait at tis side for 70 or the opposite for 103.. so end up juz walk the whole 103 route... from srgn to kenny hse there.. the place 156 turn to sengkang.. den frm there took bus home.. 4 stops.. hahaha.. didnt put on my specs when walking home.. took off oso dunoe y put juz felt like doing so.. den walking tat time only can c the headlights... other tings all very blur... cant be bothered either.. anyway even if a car veers out of direction n bang into me i oso nvm one.. coz i've reached more den half of my goal le.. the remaining few mostly is due to family.. other den tat i'm all set to let go of my life.. hahaha.. doesnt mean i'll end it thou.. bud if its ended sumhow den i'm okay wif it.. at least i noe there'll be ppl to visit my wake.. since jamie hospitalised end up like unit gathering i believe my wake shldnt be tat empty ba.. hahaha.. den walk tat time evryting so blur.. evryting so unclear.. guess tats how life is supposed to be for me.. since there isnt much i can correct tat except wearing my specs.. hahaha.. so if i wana clear my life i'll hav to wan to do it.. juz the same as wanting to put on my specs.. den today go work.. morning wake up late.. hahaha.. 11 den wake up.. sad.. den rush out den go work.. work liao take bus home.. coz clarice go chalet so ownself go home.. den quite early reached home le.. haha.. den online crapped wif lindar n kw... den went bath juz now.. now online.. today did nth much at work oso.. run machine n do 2 ogtt... 3 more days at biochem.. haha.. getting bored of work.. anyway tis sem results i hav gathered tat i aint done tat well as compared to others wif their last sem's results... perhaps i deserve it la.. coz i gave up at the time of exam.. ahhaha.. i basically spotted n hoped n calculated.. bud tat mf ben yang beta watch out.. gave both his immuno dist students B only.. sucker.. hahaha.. tats all la.. gg to slp den tml wake up early (hopfully) to write logbook n play FM.. gone.
thx for all the updates thus far n in future.. aint noe wad to say oso.. take care ba.. haha
anyway almost forgot to tok abt wad i realised during the walk home.. i hav realised tat i dream alot.. n all these dreams hav nv ever came true.. tat explains the title of tis post.. n the other ting tat came to me today is tat there r many times when we find certain situation so errieely familar n tats coz apparent sumhow we had "experience" it or dreamt of it b4.. its juz tat we dun rmb it n only do so when the whole ting is infront of us again.. of coz science wont be able to explain tis at tis point n tats y i believe in human mind coz there's juz sumting tat cant be explained... for the ppl who r wondering wad i m toking plz juz read tis paragraph as it is n not inbetween the lines nor tink too deep n u will get wad i mean.. hahaha
