Thursday, February 16, 2006 at 11:20
sumtimes, the more u wan to help, the more u will make it worse..
perhaps sumtimes we shldnt do as much as we would like to... coz in the process of trying to help... we might be inflicting more harm to the person in the future.. seriously considering to disappear from certain people's life as i do tink tat may be the best way to reduce any more harm.....
k.. so ytd went to parkway early in the morning... studied abit of molbio den went to walk arnd parkway parade... bought 3 bday presents... 1 for katie.. 1 for a fren who bday pass le n 1 for a fren who bday is approaching in sum 6wks.. hhahhaa.. coz scared once itp start den no time go find le mah... den bought for katie a blossom toy.. hahhaa.. nchs ppl shld understand y its a blossom toy.. hahahha.. den after tat went to eat sakae... go in 2pm... so no buffet yet.. so in the end eat till $25 for me alone.. y? coz already said sakae is not filling n expensive.. hahaha.. den arnd 3.10 left to go nchs... reached arnd 4.15... first rnd of rehearsal like shit like tat.. hahaha.. den after tat fine-tune abit le den 2nd rnd.. tis time i go up the 3rd floor c the formation n etc... for the GOH contingent not bad le.. the marching... belok wise can be better... bud den they need giv timing den can follow.. come the actual day u all will need to follow the music drumbeat so try to learn n adapt asap... den tis fri they gg hav combined rehearsal wif other UGs.. dun tink i gg down ba.. coz initially wanted go down take sec1s den mr rahim told me if i come down den help the parade.. so i tink i rather dun come.. hahaha.. not becoz the parade lousy or wad... is coz i believe in kw sx n the rest to handle it good enuf la.. sumore we already get the markings n flow sorted out le so shldnt be much problem... juz hav to coordinate wif the band music nia... den tink the whole wkend gg to self confine at home to study lor.. hahaha.. nth much liao la.. anyway thanks jiayi for the cookies.. i'll be eating them soon... hahahha.. hopefully haven lao-hong... translated as "lose-air".. hahhaa... juz wanted to tell the NCOs in the GOH contingent... i noe its not fun to be in there.. bud hopefully u all can understand tat as much as i would like u all to hold other positions in the parade.. there's a limit to how much we can offer... n we r short of manpower to hit the requirement.. currently we hav planned for 27 bud during the rehearsals we will most probably be putting more den required.. den for many the last few rehearsals n final day IF we hav enuf ppl in the contingent n the quality is there.. i may try to ask tat 1 or 2 of u be taken out.. of coz who tat 1 or 2 u all ownself go settle.. bud NO PROMISES.. coz afterall i wont be playing much role in tis parade anymore after ytd... coz i oso not arnd... so meanwhile juz bear wif it n go thru the rehearsals k.. thanks... tats abt all tat i've gotta say.. doubt will be updating much tis few days.. aint got mucht to update abt oso.. hahaha..
