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Tuesday, January 31, 2006 at 04:30
HELP NEEDED !!!

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For much of his eleven years, life has been simple and often deprived. Jimmy never understood why, because every time he asked his mum, she would cry and ask for his forgiveness. It was the same when he asked about his father, tears were all that he got. For a child of his age, such circumstances indicated to him that he should probe no further. What Jimmy did not know about his father was that he was an odd job labourer who died in a freak road accident and left behind his mum and him to brave through life on their own.

Now in primary five, Jimmy is in his second primary school, as his mum had no choice but to downgrade to a one-room flat. Jimmy has already learnt that he might not have a childhood as fulfilling as other kids of his age. From having to wear clothes and play with toys that were given by his neighbours, to looking for the school’s financial assistance teacher during recess time, he knew he was different. Often questioned and laughed at regarding his father, and going home to a flat without the much-desired television set, he soon became withdrawn in class and kept by himself.

Friends, to him seemed like any other words that he did not know. He could never understand what his classmates were excitedly discussing about, that is if he were even within hearing distance. Ever since the transfer, recess had perhaps became the worst time for Jimmy, for he could no longer find someone to eat with. The loneliness that surrounded him every time he looked around the canteen in-between bites soon encouraged him to spend his recess at the basketball court where it was less crowded.

It was there that Jimmy met Guo Qiang, who would go on to play a major role in his life. Jimmy started out by sitting alone on the stone bench under one of the trees, watching other students while waiting for the bell to ring. Even though the loneliness did not leave him, he felt better than being in the canteen that was in the basement level. At the basketball court, the sky was the limit; Jimmy did not felt enclosed or trapped. As the days crawled by, he began to know what the group of boys he usually watched was doing. One team would be trying to hit a plastic bottle stuffed with newspaper towards one end of the court. The other team would be trying to hit it towards the other end. All these were done only with their legs, with the exception of one boy from each team who could pick up the bottle with his hands and then throwing it to his friends. He yearned to join them, not because he as interested in kicking the bottle, but more of because he wanted to be able to laugh and joke with the other boys.

One day, one of the boys was absent and one team was short of a player. One of the boys of that team, Guo Qiang, approached Jimmy and asked if he would like to play for his team. Jimmy was hesitant as he had not kick a bottle before, but he very much wanted to have fun like the others. In the end, Jimmy joined Guo Qiang’s team and even though they lost, Jimmy thought he had for once enjoyed recess time in his new school. He was overwhelmed. The following day, the missing boy returned and Jimmy was not approached by any of the boys. At the end of that recess, Jimmy felt as if that was the worst recess he ever had. Little did he know that Guo Qiang had noticed his crestfallen look and had decided to invite Jimmy to play the next day. From the following day onwards, Jimmy would always be on Guo Qiang’s team and their friendship developed. As time went by, Jimmy found out that Guo Qiang was living near him and they often walked home together after school. He also found out that the game that he had been playing is known as soccer or football.

Back home, Jimmy began to notice that his mum would often cough violently during her sleep. She was working as a cleaner at shopping malls on the night shift. She had chosen the physically and mentally more tiring shift, as she did not want to let Jimmy spend his childhood without any memories of his mum. The coughing started soon after they had moved and it continued to worsen as time went by. There was one afternoon when Jimmy witnessed his mum coughing out blood onto the floor. For the first time, he feared. He feared that his closest and only kin was going to leave him. He cried, he pleaded, he shouted, he just wanted his mum to go to see a doctor. Though unwilling, his mum could not bear to see her son so worked up and terrified. The doctor told her to take it easy in the two weeks before she could return to retrieve her blood test report and the actual diagnosis. Two weeks had past since the visit to the doctor and one week had past since the last “bloody cough”, she decided that not knowing was better than knowing the results. Jimmy, being only eleven, did not think much of her condition as long as she no longer coughed out blood.

It was a bad decision on her part, because her report would have informed her that she had contracted tuberculosis. Since she did not went for the follow up, she could only rely on some medication that was prescribed for Jimmy when he was sick the other time round. Then, the inevitable happened.

Jimmy returned home on a rainy afternoon only to find his mum lying next to a pool of phlegm and blood. He tried to wake her up. He shook her body hard as he wept. He pleaded, he shouted, yet even as his shouts of desperation turned into screams of despair, she did not response. Not knowing what to do next, he thought of Guo Qiang. Jimmy’s house did not have a telephone, so he had to leave behind his mum’s motionless body in the flat as he ran all the way to Guo Qiang’s house in the heavy downpour. The feeling of loneliness enveloped him again as the droplets of rain pelted onto him. This time, he was going to be lonely. His worst fear had come true.

“I do not want to play soccer anymore! I do not want to have friends to talk to or walk home with anymore! No! I do not! I do not mind spending recess in the canteen alone anymore! All I want is my mum! Do not take her away from me!”

These thoughts raced through Jimmy’s mind repeatedly as his skinny legs carried him through the rain.

That day turned out to be Jimmy’s most miserable day in his entire life. Upon reaching Guo Qiang’s house, Jimmy told him what he had seen and Guo Qiang then called his father who in turn called for an ambulance. Jimmy’s mum was pronounced dead by the paramedics who arrived moments before Jimmy, Guo Qiang and his maid did. Words cannot describe how Jimmy felt when he arrived only to see the paramedics stopping their efforts to revive his mum. His world had crashed. His world of his mum and him, eleven years of love, ten years of having only each other as a support, all gone in that instant. Jimmy did not know what was going to happen to him, nor did he care. All he cared about at that instant was his mum; he very much wanted to have her back by his side. Never mind that she would cough out blood once so often, that he no longer mind now. He just wanted her to be around. He did not want the people to remove her body, he wished that they could just all disappear and leave him alone with his mum. That day was a very sad day for Jimmy.

Guo Qiang’s parents took care of Jimmy’s mum’s funeral. After the funeral, Jimmy was placed into an orphanage. Guo Qiang’s parents arranged for them to adopt Jimmy after seeing what he had went through. They also arranged with the school to transfer Jimmy to Guo Qiang’s class so that there was someone to look after him during school.

Two months after joining Guo Qiang’s family, Jimmy has now stopped having nightmares about that day as frequently and has begun to join the others for soccer again. Although those around him do their best to avoid mentioning his mum in his presence, Jimmy still does think of his mum now and then in the night. Even though he may appear to be fine, deep down in his heart there will always be a space for his mum, and his mysterious father. He has accepted the facts and moved on, but he has also stored his mum as memories for as long as he will live.
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okay.. basically tis is the short story i writing for my GEMs... so now i need help... i need feedback... all forms of feedback... preferably constructive ones... hahahha.. n i need suggestions for a title oso... as long as u r here n wish to help, just tag... hahahhaa.. of coz it'll be beta if u leave a name u noe.. hahahha.. tats all... happy lunar new year all!!


Friday, January 27, 2006 at 17:55

many to be said.. only one will be said..

i c depression moving towards me again..


at 00:33
death

okie... time for yet another update... hahhaa... ppl who r lazy to update their blog, time to get going!!! hahaha.. kk.. tue do wad... nth i tink... oh ya.. had quiz.. hahhaa.. cham la.. i cheated... n helped my cheaters to cheat oso.. hahhaa.. quite easy leh the paper... bud tat view seems to differ from the others.. hahhaa.. den wed went watch "i not stupid too".. knn... pay more again.. evrytime like tat... tis time coz preview so $8 each.. wah lan eh... bth.. den ate pastamania.. still say comments, expensive n unfilling... hahaha.. den walked at PS for like 3hrs... sumore wear the new shoes which is sooo, and i must stress again, SSSOOOO tight... walk till leg pain.. worst ting is walk do nth.. juz keep walking arnd the same areas.. hahhaa.. b1 to lvl 3.. n repeat.. hahhaa.. den watch finish movie go heeren.. b4 i tok abt heeren.. the movie aunty very cute sia... ask wan centre or side.. den we say side.. then she ask last row okie not.. knn.. end up the last row is like sit at the door there sumore only 2 seats by itself.. so stuffy oso... retarded... hall 10 if i not wrong... sucker aunty.. of coz we moved.. lol.. den go heeren go the action city c tings awhile den go home liao.... n btw during the 3hrs.. sum smart ppl at PS action city keep opening tings tat arent meant to be opened lar... dumb shit... if kena caught i nth to say.. hahaha.. den today go sch lesson den after tat got balloting for itp places... sad la.. in the end i shld be gg to Quest Lab at sumwhere near queensway shopping centre n ikea there... hahaha.. gg wif clarice and wen guang n sumone else.. no wish to put tat name in my blog.. hahaha.. too bad.. hopefully wont regret ba.. tat clarice cant get raffles hosp den so dots... hahhaa.. ala.. raffles nia.. not say there got gold.. hahahhaa.. den tml gg for mah's tutorial which i tink about one quarter of the class wont appear.. hahhaa... den poi den gems den maybe poi again.. sian.... juz finished my gems critique 2... so the little contents again.. hahhaa..

kk.. back to my title on death. nth to do wif me knowing i gona die soon or anyting like tat.. i dun.. hahaha.. bud juz wana tok about death in general.. when a person dies, his/her body ceases to function.. of coz wad happens to the soul or spirit if there's any i do not noe.. bud at least for those around the person who died, they shld juz get on wif life.. of coz its gg to be saddening... i cried oso when my grandma left.. the ting is i cried on the day itself.. n hav nv cried for her ever since... i mean she's gone, she's gone. wad i can do is to move on wif life while oso i will commit myself to tink of the memories she has left me wif. memories tat i'll recall n regret about... nevertheless, there's not much else i can do about it... i feel tat it'll be the same oso in the future if sum1 close to me leaves... sure i'm gona be devastated.. i'll cry.. sure.. n how long will it take for me to get over it will depends on how much memories i shared wif tat person... after the recalling... i shld be up n ready to go again... i guess tis is pretty much the same as getting over ur so called loved ones as in bgr... u cry... u feel sad... u tink of all the wonderful memories u had... u tink of all the fantasies tat u had wished for... n u get stuck there... hahaha.. tis is rather the common among secondary school students... of coz its not advisable to go into relationships at such ages as the pro would put it bud i do noe tat sumtimes, the hormonal change might be too much for us to bear... of coz the peer pressure sure doesnt help and oso a need for sum1 to share ur emotions wif.. bud shld the day comes tat ur other half wants a change, there really isnt much to do except cry ur hearts out, recall, and move on... there's no point in hoping n asking n looking for a patch or anyting coz i do believe tat wads done is done.. no matter how u undo it, there'll still be scars n marks left.. it'll nv be the same as b4.. n it'll nv turn out to be wad u really want... n at such age, if u do go tink abt it... if lets say u get together at 15yrs old.. n if u intend to wed tat person, a 23 or 25yrs old age would be a reasonable one.. so tat means at least a 8 to 10yrs relationship.. n to tink tat during tis period u'r gona miss out on so many other opportunities passing by u.. shld ur marriage plan not materialise, u'r gona end up losing alot of time... so juz try ur best to concentrate on ur studies and forget abt wad has past or happened... the best u can do to them is to store them as memories of ur live and carry on... no specific ppl the above portion is for except those few who hav been dragging on too long yea?? the ting hai n the lazy one.. hahhaa.. n maybe got more tat i do not noe of.. hahhaa...

anyway reali regret my decision to live life wif no regrets.. hahhaa.. twice i decided to be open about my feelings and both times i shot myself in the foot.. how nice a decision.. hahhaa.. so i guess its back to being cautious and more tinking n suppressing instead of juz shooting my hands off coz both times i used my hands n not mouth.. hahaha.. tats about all la... damn long liao.. bud as i said.. once u start, u cant stop.. hahhaha


Monday, January 23, 2006 at 17:06
puma

hahhaa.. bought my puma shoes le... ytd went parkway there only got til size 8 i tink... den today juz now go CP rsh got size 9.5 UK... tats damn small... n i wear is juz nice without socks n tie shoe laces... hahaha.. dunoe how to wear.. the toe there the bone very tight.. scared the ting burst leh.. hahhaha.. 49.. den 10% off so 44.10... den $20 voucher so i paid 24.10... hope dun burst.. hahhaa.. den ytd whole day class hse.. clean table clean window... den evening like tat go parkway.. after tat eat le come home rot... nite got study abit coz pear call den i go read so tat i can teach her.. hahha.. den last nite play fm til 3am like tat... my 2nd season ended le... hahhaa.. den today go sch den find xu den go cp buy my shoes... afternoon slp for 15mins den clean more window... hahaha... now gg play fm again... gone liao.. tml still got molbio quiz 2 la... how m i supposed to get gd grades for my ica 2 when i keep playing game sia... hahhaa.. wed dunoe gg out not... waiting for jia mei to response whether they wan watch i not stupid too not... hahaha.. tink abt all liao la... cny coming... gotta continue cleaning my hse soon... hahaha.. byezzz...


Saturday, January 21, 2006 at 22:08
shen lao ping shi

okie... finally abit fitter to last near the computer for me to blog le.. hahhaa.. first ting first, let's recap... tue fell sick... early morning wake up feel bad liao.. hhaa.. den wear the jacket which i tink evry1 tinks is ugly.. hhahaa.. den go sch by the time xu lesson finish alr sick like shit... den go t2 there lie on floor slp... so many ppl come complain say very embarassing.... ala... i wan die liao all the bones so hollow liao u tink i still will stand there look so nice?? for wad.. hahaha... den lie till finally 1 lecturer say got ppl will walk up n down den very not nice den ask me go find other place to lie.. ass sia... tell me abt it la.. haha.. den go down outside classroom awhile go in liao... go the lessons all slping... regret stay till lessons end sia... feel even worst nia.. hahaha.. den go home slp wake up oso sick.. eat n bath n go back slp.. hahhaa.. best ting is next day got quiz... so fun.. hahhaa.. wed morning wake up at 7 to study... decided not feeling good enuf... so go back slp.. hahaha.. pon lesson at 11... bud woke up by 10 to start studying... den go the quiz at 3.30... so good my fren... b4 i go take the quiz tell me the prev quiz i get 2nd lowest in class... win liao lor.. hahahha... 38/50... i'm in a sick class... hahhahaa.. den quiz did 30mins run off liao... first!!! hahaha... tink oso gone le tis quiz.. hahhaa... den go home slp again... den thur got go sch... bud oso not say recovered... bud beta den tue n wed... den lesson end go home.. hahhaa.. at nite head suddenly very pain sia... still tot i stroke.. hahhaa... den fri go sch... lesson end go home... hahhaha.. no la... not so fast... go cut hair le den go home... den got back another quiz the results... sad... 57/100... kuku quiz la... majority of the results i noe of all get 50 plus one.. tis case is the lecturers sick.. sumore they tink they teach damn good... useless ppl.. hahhaa.. den today morning go nan chiau... oso nv tok to cadets or anyting.. juz train jj awhile den go play soccer wif smoker n the underweight guy liao.. haha.. den after tat go lie down awhile den go off le... went out to marine parade library to study molbio quiz.. next tue quiz... finish koh's part went parkway walk... knn la... got a puma shoe not bad.. $50.... sad... the not bad is look not bad.. hahhaa.. bud argh... 50... minus my 20 voucher still $30... arghhh... hahhaha.. n is street soccer one... bud oso not much chance play soccer le... all go ns liao... sad... den tink rather buy a running one leh.. hahhaa.. c how la.. maybe tml gg back to buy.. hahaha.. den walked arnd for like 1hr plus lar... sum useless ppl... bring so much money dun even wan to buy me drink... still so niao.. owe 55c oso wan ji jiao.. hahhaa.. n the ncos... my $20 dun anyhow kope hor... i now wan spend $30 oso bu she de liao so dun anyhow waste my $20... kk.. tats abt all for recap... now for some tots...

how isit possible tat those aunties can rush n push their way into the train n c a single seat, n still hav the skin to rush towards it when there's another similar aunty coming from the next door doing the same ting?? n even when the one tat gets the seat, she still can look so proud at her 'opponent' n not even feel guilty... its not tat these aunties r tat old u noe... they'r abled-body yeah?? n juz take a look in a quite crowded train next time u'r on one.. u probably gg to find alot of young ppl sitting down... mostly above 15 yrs old to arnd 30yrs... they juz cant be bothered to giv up their seats.. sure.. u paid ur train fare... bud u tink those ppl who r standing din? hahhaa... fcuk ur paying theory... for me i'll only sit down if there's more den 1 empty seat available n the train is not crowded... of coz if i'm sick n feeling shitty.. all tis dun count.. bud i'll probably try to find a seat on the floor as a priority... coz like tat dun hav to giv up my seat if there's a need to.. hahaha...

k la... nth much else to type liao... maybe gg play FM liao.. ahhaa.. tats all... buaiz.z..z.z.z....


Monday, January 16, 2006 at 17:42
Cancer

wif regards to the title.. nope.. not the horoscope cancer, but the disease tat has taken many away from us.. learnt during basic patho lesson so tot mite as well share wif those who'r not taking or will not be taking it.. juz for general knowledge.. hahaha.. of coz wont tok abt how it goes abt all tat.. juz sum prevention tings n etc...

i'll start off wif the tings tat causes cancer or increases ur chances of getting it..

chemical:
- cigarette smoke. tink 2nd hand smoke. smokers do rmb u breath them in too.
- bbq food. time for a change. stop having bbq too often. haha
- butter, strawberries, cherries, as long as certain colouring/dye (aromatic amines or azo dyes) is added to them.
- fungi. so if ur bread has mould pls do not peel off the moulded part n eat the rest. just throw the whole loaf away.
- canned food. yes, luncheon meat is oso included... these contains certain chemicals to kill microbes n they can harm us as well. so stop eating TOO much of canned food.

radiation:
- ultraviolet. found in sun light. certain type supposed to be reflected by ozone but due to human, tis r seeping through. but not much fear coz Asians usually has enuf melanin to protect us. however, suntan, sunblock and sun-wadeva lotions r supposed to make us more suseptable to the UV.. oso r cosmetics which givs u fair skin coz they removes ur skin, therefore u'r more suseptable to UV..
- perfumes, cologne, deoderent n all kinds of chemicals u spray on ur skin. coz they'r so toxic n concentrated tat they'll go into ur blood vessels... so do try to remain natural u noe? tats y i wana go to the jungles n live.. hahaha
- the rest of the causes not tat impt to the general ppl la.. hahhaa..


now for how to prevent or lower ur chances of getting COLON (large intestine) cancer...
apparently its advisable to consume 20g of fibre evryday via our food intake bud its hard to even hit 10g.. so it was suggested tat u might wan to consume fibre supplements.. of coz dun juz anyhow grab one off the shelves.. u hav to check for certain tings... basically got 2 types of fibre we will consume... insoluble n soluble.. insoluble will be broken down in our large intestines by the bacteria there into tings tat can prevent colon cancer... while soluble fibre absorbs water n thus allow smoothier release of feces or popularly known as shit. hahha.. soluble oso indirectly increases the breaking down of insoluble fibre so its impt to hav eat both types.. examples of the food products tat can be eaten to increase fibre includes all types of vegetables, fruits, corn, oak & wheat (preferbably wif the shell intact bud hard to find).. den still hav.. those interested may wan to search the net for more.. ahhaha..

den tink tats abt all ba.. quite alot le... lol... so perhaps u might tink u'r still young so no need worry bud cancer usually occurs in the old age coz it starts accumulating during ur youth.. so do try to cut down sum intake or usage of carcinogenic (cancer causing) products... den do try to increase ur fibre intake la.. n if u wan to, u may wan to oso inform the ppl arnd u especially ur parents since they'r probably gg to reach the age when cancer starts to appear.. so u all might wan to let them noe of sum tings they can do to lower or prevent them from getting cancer... oso can ask them or bring them for check ups to see if they'r fine coz old age brings alot of diseases... so it'll be better to find out about any disease they might hav early n treat it instead of when it reaches a stage where nth can be done except to watch them leave slowly... so tat'll be all for today i tink... did nth much today oso.. juz go sch lesson den come home... gotta go study for anp2 quiz on wed le.. still got a dumb director's meeting at either 3 or 4pm.. waste my time.. hahaha.. nxt tues oso got quiz... n cny is coming!! so do go easy on the bak kua coz its BBQ meat!! hahaha.. =)


at 01:13
stunning story

A Bihari hat-seller who was passing by a forest decided to take a nap under one of the trees, so he left his whole basket of hats by the side. A few hours later, he woke up and realized that all his hats were gone. He looked up and to his surprise, the tree was full of monkeys and they had taken all his hats. The Bihari sits down and thinks of how he can get the hats down. While thinking he started to scratch his head. The next moment,the monkeys were doing the same. Next, he took down his own hat, the monkeys did exactly the same. An idea came to him, he took his hat and threw it on the floor and the monkeys did that too. So he finally managed to get all his hats back.

Fifty years later, his grandson, Laloo, also became a hat-seller and had heard this monkey story from his grandfather. One day, just like his grandfather, he passed by the same forest. It was very hot, and he took a nap under the same tree and left the hats on the floor. He woke up and realized that all his hats were taken by the monkeys on the tree. He remembered his grand father's words, started scratching his head and the monkeys followed. He took down his hat and fanned himself and again the monkeys followed. Now, very convinced of his grandfather's idea, Laloo threw his hat on the floor but to his surprise, the monkeys still held on to all the hats. Then one monkey climbed down the tree, grabbed the hat on the floor, gave him a slap and said ......................................... "You think only you have a grandfather?"



at 00:21
2oo5?

n so its 2oo6... recap on 2oo5? nah... memory not tat good... haha.. some of the ones tat r easier to rmb includes helping yu ching move hse.. eating at jalan kayu wif the previous batch of nchsrcy ncos.. ldc/ltc wif the current batch of ncos.. november camp wif nchsrcy (blossom cheers).. den oso got cny o5 wif leslie they all.. me n my luck at 21 points.. haha.. wad else.. cls fo camp o5.. cls sports league.. sending sister off to france... doing retarded tings tat i regret (i've done it again now in 2oo6).. haha.. itp at amk polyclinic... losing weight... okie... lousy lie.. haha.. wad else... shall try a easier one: tried to lose weight by doing all kinds of excerise.. hahaha.. cried?? hmm... i tink dun hav.. haha.. sad.. to tink i last time cry so often.. hahaha.. tink tats abt all i can tink of at tis moment... n maybe tis is y i m blogging now.. so tat i got tings to rely on at the end of o6 when my memory fails.. hahhaa..

k.. recap of past few days.. fri pon gems n poi.. went to nchsrcy.. one side intralevel fight the other side interlevel fight... wake up ur idea la ppl.. the sky is blue n so r u! hahaha.. rmb wad i say la.. as long as u still got 1 cadet haven giv up.. u all shldnt giv up... den went kfc sit n eat till 9 plus den go home.. sat stay home clean hse for cny den go the bbq at deb hse... hmmm.. sorry to deb if we caused any troubles... tat qw stop smoking so much la.. wan me snap all ur cigarettes den u happy isit? haha.. den do nth at bbq except eat n tok.. only help to clear charcoal at the end... den walked to sengkang.. 5 of us.. den px go home.. den go yvonne hse.. din expect to stay so long.. from abt 12 till 2 lyk tat.. hahaha.. play 21points, daidi n cheat.. hahaa.. i got 1st in cheat.. =) hahaha.. den after tat walk kw home coz on the way.. den chester ownself walk.. den i walk till abt 3 reach home.. den today morning go clarice hse do datasheet... den c finish you qiang on the renci show den go home le.. walk to cp to buy lunch den saw 2 pinkies... den buy le come home.. afternoon watch tv n slp.. den nite watch tv again.. gone case.. wed got anp2 quiz... canot play liao la.. all the first ica like shit sia... continue like tis gpa gg back to 3.0.. hahhaa.. tml go sch den come home.. tues tink oso.. tats abt all ba.. b4 end put my 5 new yr resolutions for those nv c b4 to c.. hahaha

New yr resolution 1 - quit gambling
New yr resolution 2 - buy Chelsea away jersey
New yr resolution 3 - sem GPA 3.5
New yr resolution 4 - drop to 2 digit weight
New yr resolution 5 - learn, grow and teach.

no.1 still fufilling... no.2 waiting for money.. haha.. no.3 waiting for miricle.. no.4 waiting for global warming so tat i'll gain more heat n burn more fats.. no.5 leh... growing yes.. learn?? dunoe.. still committing the same mistakes as o5.. teach?? so far taught nth.. sad la sad la.. arsenal beat middlesbrough 7 nil.. omg.. if bet any other scores win like mad.. hahahha.. k.. no more betting.. lol.. tats abt all........ ppl who wan to tag den tag... those dun wan tag den dun come anymore.. hahahhaa.. juz say hi to let me noe u were here lar.. lol



Wednesday, January 11, 2006 at 23:38
ai wo bie zou

well.. since i'm here might as well blog.. hahaha.. anyway my soon is bored.. so hopefully tis post can help her get rid of 2mins? hahaha.. today is the day jeremy, my sec sch gay partner gg army.. hahaha.. or shld i say police acad.. lol.. den juz now pon elango lesson go nchs... luckily i pon.. they stay till 4 den decided tat elango playing wif them.. hahhaa.. den go nchs oso nth much to do.. sit in classroom for the interview.. so inproper... mite as well write down the qns tat wan to ask first.. coz sum forget to ask them certain qns.. hahaha.. den so many ppl dunoe for wad.. hahhaha.. after tat go rc room.. sad... sat told them wkday go arrange liao in the end mr rahim c liao told them clean up.. den after tat mr rahim had a meeting wif the ncos.. after meeting go kfc... ate shrooms meal dunoe for wad oso.. not hungry.. eat le oso not full.. haha.. den sit n stone till 635 den come home liao.. i mean there's no point stay there la.. since i've decided to let go.. rather sad la tat period of time.. den come home do rnai finally finish.. juz tat bottom half of the essay juz copy paste M one.. hahaha.. lazy la.. the upper part do til so nice liao.. hahaha.. den tml go sch print ba.. got 90mins break... today prac sum shit go prick my finger till so deep... still got the cheek to say i last time oso like tat prick her... knn... u tink my fingers no sensory neurons one ar?? hahhaha... wad else.... nth else la.. fc1 food very sian.. left chicken chop lookable nia.. sad... tml got nth much oso.. go sch... den go help sum ass investigate the hp programme.. den tink nth le... maybe wont online tml.. no point oso.. hahhaa.. friday dunoe gg nchs not.. c how the ncos plan till first ba.. hahaha.. sat got bbq wif the batch of juz gone ncos... no more chasing of ming guang tis yr pls... chase till in the end all hum dun dare throw him in pool coz he tulan.. ahhaha.. den tats abt all for the rest of my wk... well.. i get a feeling i trying to make it such tat i no need blog for next few days.. hahaha..
anyway added a tagboard!! yea! den ppl who wan me to link them let me noe lor.. hahaha.. tats all.. buaizzz


Tuesday, January 10, 2006 at 21:48
ala... wth...

haha.. sorry abt the sucky template or wadsoever.. ppl who noe of pink n gayish template n tink suits me can let me noe.. hahaha.. anyway... nth much wan to say oso.. juz trying to be lame u noe.. haha.. life's so boring... gotta do finish molbio essay by tml nite.. due on thur.. 3000 words.. on rna interference.. hahhaa.. n tml gg down to nchs.. help mr rahim wif selection of sec 1 members.. so niao for wad.. hahhaa.. go there ask them stand one row all those wif sia lan faces go home can le la.. hahhaa.. tml oso the day jeremy go in army.. sad case.. tat racist freak gona get whacked.. hahhaa.. police acad.. not bad.. bud tink go tekong beta.. at least more junglised... hahhaa..

ytd tok wif sum shit till 2am.. not bad la.. managed to improve my lying skills.. hahaha.. juz kidding.. dun feel so sad ah.. juz continue finding ur complement half ba.. lol... happened to said the following sentence which i tink makes sense: there's sumone out there who's perfectly complement to u. he/she will be able to accept u as u r n u r able to accept him/her as he/she is... of coz along the way u'll probably tink u've found him/her bud only to find out tat u'r wrong lata on bud nv stay at tat spot.. move on or u'll nv find tat person.. oso dun look too hard... coz we tend to overlook when we over focus.. so juz do wad life has for u at tat moment... of coz i din said so much bud the behind part is i add on one la.. haha.. bud its sense la.. applies to all... go tink abt it ppl...

went cp ytd wif jere, les, lt, cf n yy.. saw 3 sch gals hanging arnd at evening time.. dunoe y nv go home yet.. hahaha.. ate mac.. den go kfc c yy n cf eat.. tok lots of kok at kfc.. mostly abt their primary sch n den abt how jere gg get whacked.. haha.. den toked abt the renci show oso.. den les n yy go tok abt zoe tay.. den digress till dong fang billy.. den yy go say dunoe y he so popular.. den next table the aunty go say he is her idol.. lol... den very kok.. bth.. damn jiao... den saw qingwei... he better quit smoking soon.. hahhaa.. i already quitted gambling.. his hair sux.. ppl who noe him n c him in sch help me tell him ah.. lol... another late wondering student...

okie.. tml is a retarded day.. gona pon elango lesson.. hahaa.. i mean go for wad.. teach so slow.. he gona giv lots of tips for exams le.. bloody ass.. no1 bothered to let me noe got make up lesson oso.. so much for being the class treasurer.. the damn class still owe me $8... make me so f up ytd..

anyway my msn nic now is damn chim... [aeiou cghjlnty - i can show u how to smile, only if u allow me to.] the first part shall not do any explaining.. no1 is meant to undstnd tat except me n the smart ppl.. so smart ppl plz identify urself if u do get enlightened.. hahaha.. n the 2nd part basically can apply to lots of situations.. eg. u can bring a horse to a lake, but if it doesnt want to drink the water u cant force it to... okie.. tis is when i sec 3 yuching told us one.. lol... its like u dun wan help urself.. no1 can help u.. once u wan to help urself.. others den can help u...

btw.. i not stupid too(2) coming out soon... sorry but i'm an asian movie supporter.. hahha.. wad more singapore.. n anyway nchs juniors who wan play badminton can always let me noe in advance ah.. book court at hougang sports centre beta.. den i can officially thrash all of u.. hahahha.. tats abt all for today la.. if 1 month from now u still c me updating on a regular basis (once 3 to 4 days) den considered not bad le la.. hahaha.. tats all...


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